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蓝天一直是我的最爱，蓝是抹杀我最多快门的颜色，但光是蓝天没有白云没什么味，光有天，没有生活也是太虚无，所以很偶然地来了张（上图），名叫“半”。

家里的手机信号烂是有名的，在家里除阳台外的所有地方你休想打个正常的电话、发出个普通的短信。前两天，信号简直是差到吓人，从前把手机放在客厅的桌子上还有那么1-2格信号，2007-09-29的晚上连半格都没有，连“中国移动通信”的字样也没有，即便把手机伸到阳台以外的半空中也是如此，简直是令人绝望啊，就一个晚上不到12个小时，把大半手机的电都耗尽了，最经典的就是从手机通报没电开始，只用了1个小时，手机就自动关机。这是我之前从未遇到过的，通常从通报没电到自动关机需要半天到大半天，但2007-09-30的早上，这个进程只用1小时。

昨晚从外面回来，妈突然发现了重大转变！客厅手机信号满格！我平时半格信号的都没有的我的房间也可以满格。开始我怀疑是不是手机出了毛病，但试了拨号之后我确信，信号真的在1天之内好了很多很多。简直是不可思议的飞跃，这难道是移动给我们的国庆惊喜？

今天傍晚，无意中发现对面楼顶出现了个方形的物体，在空袭警报器的旁边，难道那就是传闻中的手机信号发射塔？搬来这个家住已经有10年了，用手机的时间也超过了5年，但在这5年了我们都得默默地忍受烂到了极点的手机信号。是不是某个大人物终于忍不住要求移动来加装信号发射塔呢？前两天无法理解的巨差信号难道是为了调试？国庆之前，学校宿舍的信号也是烂得无法理解，那里也在调试这玩意儿吗？国庆前，人走了不少，信号反而更恶心，没道理，真希望华农的华山宿舍区也来几个发射塔。如果真的两地都在弄那东西我也太好运了，什么恶心的都试过，什么好运也都碰上，希望如此吧。每次发短信打电话都要走到宿舍走廊的确很不方便啊！

今天是祖国成立58岁的生日，妈比她大一岁。对一个国家来说58年也许有点缥缈，但对一个普通女人来说，58岁就意味着人生最光辉的日子差不多都过去了，有了家庭，有了子女，有了皱纹，有了白发，有了老花，有了老人的慢性疾病，度过了更年期，看人更准了，更睿智了，也差不多可以半票搭车了。

金色的网络回忆

多日不写中文，今天我决定不写英文了，英文写得太多就会质量下降，特别是只有输出没有输入的时候。

早上起床的时候觉得秋风又起了，一下子似乎感慨良多。2000年的中秋节，那个初三的中秋节就是在这个房间中，几个死党在这里狂打仙剑，但没有“爆机”。三年之后，2003年的秋天，那个金色的18岁，我则把梦留在了BLF，留在了JEA那里。虽然已经重装系统，但那些珍贵的邮件资料我依旧保留至今，当年我用的是Foxmail收163邮箱的邮件，幸好朋友的每个回信我都用.txt格式保存了，要不信息可真会呜呼哀哉，但自己发出去的信件就如泼水一般，永远找不到了。翻阅从前的邮件，一种甜蜜油然而生，笑容很自然地挂到了嘴角。18岁原来可以那么天真的。没有名利，没有戒心，只有真诚，在那个网络纯正的时代，我畅游互联网，那个真正的Internet，没有现在那么多的拦截，这里不许上，那里不许上，就如如果的历史一般，一去不复返了，哎~~~~ 岁月不饶人啊！

和我往来得最多邮件的要数dl215了，她是个很亲切的姐姐。她很耐心地指导我很多东西，比如说如何用Flashget批量下载，那个技能可是大有用途啊！！！不过现在虽然免费相册的泛滥，图片的地址不规则了，所以批量下载很多时候都用不上，但那个技能真的很有用。还有一些很专业的意见，我指的是那些关于探求我们共同嗜好方法的意见。那时的BLF粉丝可以说是以军团出现的，不是我之前或现在的单打独斗，那是个挖料更新信息的服务大家的粉丝组织，核心队员毋庸置疑是danzhu。记得2004年我高考的语文作文题目是“沟通”，我真的觉得是千言万语无法够表达在那区区作文纸上啊！那些与网友的真诚沟通，那些在当时对我来说完全陌生的西班牙语网站的闯荡，沟通到底对我以为着什么？！也许我18那年所做的沟通是虚拟性质的，无法转化为可触摸的实物的，有点缥缈的，但我肯定那些经历会影响我一辈子。

当Yahoo和163推出无限邮箱后我马上申请和升级了，同学无法理解我到底用那么大的邮箱作什么，她们不明白我为什么不删除邮件。因为她们眼中和我感知的邮箱很不一样，邮箱对她们来说是个中转站，但对我来说，“无限的空间+稳定的服务”对我来说就代表永恒了，何时何地我都可以翻查到自己的过去邮件，无限邮箱就等于一个无限的备份电脑，个人电脑免不了重装换代，相比之下那些稳定的邮箱供应商稳定多了。同学大概没想过当年我有发疯似向邮箱上传视频，并把邮箱公开，最终被163冻结邮箱的经历。

在金色的18岁，我有金色的网络回忆，朋友们教会我网络是用来方便自己服务他人的。

This morning we arranged our tutor to describe the thing two days before; however, our boss knew it a few hours ago before me met, so he gave us guidance to that problem immediately. I felt warm up again, now I worship him more then ever. He’s really very sagacious and experiential, full of passion and calmly at the same time. There are many things I should learn from him, and he must be my idol from now on undoubtedly. What a magic he could light me up after a few words! Simultaneously, a strong notion pass on me – everything is OK and all the things were under his control. He’s our harbor which we are safe, and he shreds light on us just as the God guards his children. We are not orphans, at least our boss still care about us.

Why there are tutors? He/She could be a teacher of someone forever. No only they could enlighten us on professional subject, and the ways of their life could be our models too. In shorts, they are the guide both in our study and daily life. Maybe we will leave our professional areas after graduate, yet the principle of being a good guy would help us all our life. I’m really lucky I had a good tutor before, have a good one now, and maybe continue the fortune in my future (during postgraduate studying).

The slogan in the high school game when I was in grade three was "Light the Fire". I appreciated that idea very much, for I enjoyed the feeling of being light up. Hope such kind of passion fire could continue for a long time.

Still remember one year ago, a teacher complained in our class that the students now were worse than the ones in the past. Doesn’t our ability really come up to eldership? That’s difficult to say, but one thing is very clear – there are more people in one class nowadays. Maybe I was born in wrong year, at that time too many people came to world. On my road of growing up, I had experienced those more than 60 students in one class, and more than 500 students in our grade. Could the teachers take all responsibility for us? Were they sure they could give everyone enough time? Impossible, undoubtedly impossible, yet, who should take responsibility for this?

There are more and more students in university, more than the threshold ability of school, however, this excess recruit student still can’t satisfy the jillion growing population. So, there must be someone to become victims, I think, we are just some of them. The universities low down their standard to recruit more and the only solution is low down the quality of teaching as well. Oh, God! We become university students; it’s a good thing or terrible nightmare?

Yesterday, the teacher asked us to answer whether we want the yeast to die or not, a question of to be or not to be. It’s difficult to answer because we hadn’t done any experiment about this before and no one had done that, but then it became the mockery of them. Could they answer how many stars in galaxy? The first question has the same difficulty as the second one. Were we really ridiculous? Others didn’t explore some areas but we have a try, and when we take on the first step, the professional laugh at our idealism. If possible, the professional should discover the unknown world for us first, instead of our blindly grope. On one hand, they encourage us to be creative, yet on the other hand, they collapse our dream from the very beginning inhumanly.

Who could take responsibility for us?