2005-01
21

变味的为人民服务

By xrspook @ 22:14:29 归类于: 烂日记

为人民服务的心是好的,但变味的,变质的却令人厌恶。

首先说说今天的机械制图考试,臭死了,最后一个图不会画(6分),虽然分值不大,但却令我耿耿于怀,因为其他的我不可以保证全对,这不象毛论,我半点没有底。重修对我来说几乎不可能,但却不能把这个机会排除在外。因为这次考试要作的图实在太多了,因此考试时间首先延长了20分钟,然后老师又想延长10分钟,但在大家的抱怨声之中,取消了,给再多的时间,不会,始终是不会。

大家都走了,宿舍都在收拾的热火朝天之中。

下午去献血。献血我很早就想做了,但是高三的时候年龄不够。以前这对我来说是一种很光荣的事,无私奉献,我也想当一回救人英雄啊!但我不明白现在的人做手术都尽量不输外人的血,那么血库的消耗又为什么会那么大呢?经常呼吁人们去捐血。献血之前首先要测血型,这也是我喜欢的原因之一。只是在手指头上戳一个洞,然后再在手臂上在戳一个就能做一个英雄之举了,比要用生命危险换来的好多了。而且是100%的无名英雄。

但虽然是无偿献血,但是还是有物质和精神上的奖励的。首先是献血中心的小礼物。但更重要的是学校的创新学分,0.5个学分啊!痛一次就0.5个学分啊!我自己是有一点抱这样的心理去的,去的人也挺踊跃,排了长长一条队,我不知道他们的心理是否和我一样,还是我以小人之心度君子之腹。自己自私就想别人也会,但是我从来就没想过有纪念品,分数就是最好的纪念。所以我觉得这次献血的性质变味了,变得那么市侩,那么的有机心,根本不是什么“无私奉献”。自己也觉得自己太可恶了。而捐血的条件中的两条,一时一年之内没有注射乙肝疫苗和前三后三内我都没有或几乎没有做到,对于前一个条件,我在3个月前注射了,后一个对血的质量没有影响,只对我自己的身体有影响,但我连自己都扩出去了。对自己血的质量,我也有一点害怕。

献血车没有如时到来,有迟了好些时间。于是聚集的人就马上排成一条长队,我反应比较迟钝,于是排得靠后。但后来发现是不用排队的,填表后就可以验血型了。戳手指的东西我从没见过,但原来大医院早就在用了,真成了一个不折不扣的“土包子”。看着先上车的男生,在护士的不断揉搓之下,老是找不到血管,我看得又好笑又紧张。男生的血管不是应该很粗,容易找吗?一心想在我戳第二个洞之前看看别人是怎么戳的,但不成功。上车后,我就坐在那人隔壁,那个护士对他说,他还是夏天再来吧,但最后还是很不容易给他戳上了,但血流得很慢,我比他迟戳,但却比他早搞定。说起戳洞,自己又是好笑的经历。首先被人恐吓说戳下去的时候不疼,然后流的时候就疼,但实际从开始到最后都不如戳手指那么疼。第二个被人骗的就是不断地捏那个握力器,握得我都没力了,不断的收缩,真的好累人,到最后的时候对那个15kg的握力器我只能捏动一点点。第三个被骗的就是说我很久都没有满,搞得我捏了好久。从开始到最后都被人欺骗中……无奈……

4小时后撕掉输液贴又开始流血,但是渗出来的。为什么要4小时内伤口不准沾水呢?搞不懂。反正现在痛的不是戳的洞而是附近的肌肉,但有说不准确切是哪个部位,有心理因素的成分吧。

回到家,告诉父母,他们的反应一般,但还是逼我喝红枣水。也没什么大不了,血是我的,他们也管不着。当初我还怕他们会说什么不愿意的话(高三的时候确实如此),所以我才来这招“先斩后奏”,看来我这招白使了。

看不起自己,无私变成了自私,变味。

2005-01
20

Last Day, Last Word

By xrspook @ 22:11:10 归类于: 烂日记

The last day we must stay here, how I can state my feeling? When the days went on, we hoped they could be faster and faster, but when you know the last day has become, and you hope it cna pass slower. What I have done in such a long time? What I have know? What Iii have done? What I have known?

The greatest thing is my dailies. I stick on them all the term, no matter busy or leisure, happy or upset. I am proud of them.

Thinking about my study, it’s on contrary to my dailies. I learned nothing when in classes, but reaped a lot when I review. In a day or two, I had learned more than I had done for 12 weeks. The campus life is just like a magic tale, without test except the final examination. And the time is always full of activities. Doing a homework cna cost you 6 hours, doing a experiment can let you forget yourself, and the the community activities are just like endless. The Red Cross commmunity let me happy and angry, and the Photograph community, I just attended in one of its activities. All the memebers in my room hated its activities information, but it came to us from time to time. The reason is we have paid 10 yuan to attend this community.

The experience of going to online bar and tenis classes are also unforgetable. My birthday was so special too. And I triumphed in the English debate…

The days we had to come and go on the dusty road. The military training has faded to me, I have fogotten the sunshine, the sweat and the pain, remain the joy and one person.

In my spanish learning, I am a failer. Maybe at the very beginning I have the same ability as the professional spanish fresher, but now, I realize the gap, a 100% gap. The time is limited, I didn’t have enough time to carry out my favourite. The hope is good, and the plan is perfect, but I can’t let it to come true.

It’s the last day I write my daily in paper in here (Wushan Apartment), maybe I must give it a full stop.

See you next term!!!

2005-01
19

Get up!!!

By xrspook @ 22:10:07 归类于: 烂日记

In a song and some alarm, my special day began. It’s only a subject remain. But the morning I would have an extra Engineering Drawing class, it’s decided temportary, so it also became the last morning I must get up so early.

The feeling was so strange, though I went to sleep in midnight(1:20AM), yet I almost forgot the painful. Have a good start, and also have a good ending. The sun is still rising, the fog was so thick, all the sign far away was very dim. I didn’t like this fact, but I must accept it, human have no right to control nature.

The teacher was late. Till that time, I didn’t know maybe it would be the last time we met. The Engineering Drawing classes won’t appear to me next term, if nothing is special. How time fly!!! the class was over, and I had drawn for about 2 hours. It’s time to have supper. We were apart, the teaching and be teached had become an history. You know how down I was?

We can meet is a great luck, and the time we must apart also an unbreakable fact. There’s no endless feast.

Hold dear our meet, known each other also a great luck.

2005-01
18

好笑,好玩

By xrspook @ 22:09:00 归类于: 烂日记

实在太好笑了,实在太好玩了!(苦笑,心在流泪)

早上醒来的时候半睡半醒,也不知道自己在干什么,但那些可恶恶心的高数考试题却在脑子里不断地打转再打转,每一道都是那么的清晰,过程真的100%真实,思维更是清楚无比,但我真的不想面对它们啊!Escape? No! You must face to face!!!无奈之下只能清醒自己看英文从而赶走心中的恶魔。太恐怖了,每次考完试之后都会这样子,所以我恨别人对答案,我不想脑子里残留更多那些念头。

如此一个人,好笑啊!

更好玩的陆续有来,下午的英语更是一塌糊涂,辛苦背的35个翻译句子只考了1个,太太太太好玩了!听力更是之中的模糊,从来没有听过质量如此差的听力。杂音多就不用说了,人物的声音更是含糊不清,听到的有时就只有嗡成一团。肯定是从什么教材那里摘下来的,还听到点击电脑的“叮叮”,我的天!!!在听写单词那里整段话一模一样就不用说了,第一次的时候杂音简直和要听的东西对半,第二次的时候居然还说一句停一句,有单词要写的地方停的时间好长好长,第三次质量很好,正常语速,但还会有人欣赏吗?他读这个听力第三部分题目的语速就好慢好慢,就像用没电的录音机播放一样。也许这就是它差劲的先兆吧。

人人考出来都说只能重修。

好笑,好玩啊!!!

2005-01
17

Miracle Happen

By xrspook @ 22:08:48 归类于: 烂日记

Miracle happen, but good or bad? It’s decided by ourselves. The unthinkable things happened again and again.

First, 3:26AM, my ex-serviceman teacher sent a message to me. And something wrong with the message, so after a few minutes, I got the second one, and the third one, all of them were the same. I don’t know why he would appear when I was busy, and made me into embarrassing.

And then, miracle appeared again. The high mathimatic examination was so terrible. At first sight I was open my mouth and couldn’t close for a long time. Too difficult, it’s a horrible dream. All the people who had exam told me the exams were very easy, but… Yesterday, I thought I would make a math miracle today, acturelly, it made me to accept a bad mircale.

Till right now, the third miracle happened. There’s no electric again. I heard some screams at once. In Guangzhou, in such a big city, if often hasn’t electric in my Wushan Apartment. The name doesn’t match the fact at all. However, the good new was it returned to normal after a while.

In a day, three mircales happened, but I never ate kidder eggs!!!

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