2005-03
5

Sorry Mine(publish on weekend)

By xrspook @ 21:52:53 归类于:想当年的作业

Still remember this tile was a sentence of "RDK" very like to say. Sometimes he will throw his tennis in the sky and don't know where it's, and then, he will say this sentence. By the way, "RDK" is a famous tennis player from American.

"Sorry mine", I don't want to tell just a funny story, but how regret I am now, after knowing the score of English last term.

My examination score was 81, and the usual score was 100, so the average score was 87. I couldn't imagine I would get 100 in usual, and everybody didn't have such unthinkable score. The most terrible thing is this happened at nobody but me. Maybe I am very silly, I just can think the reason was that the teacher wanted me to be better, and that's the only thing she can do. If it's true, I'm sorry, I'm very sorry that she must did it for me.

Though my express in class maybe better than others, or you cna say maybe sharper than others, yet did I deserve to that perfect score??? I do my best when do everything, from debate to my homework, but I don't think I was better than others. I'm also a normal person just as others, but why, why I can get that but others can't? Am I really so good in usual? Because of the presentation in the debate? Because of the weekly essays I wrote? I had do my best last term, that's no double of it, but what about others? They maybe did their best too!

I know the teacher gave me such score must put herself into a very embarrass situation. How can she explain this score to other? Did the student really very perfect??? What's the special ability the student have? And why you dare to give her such score?…I know, I know how difficult it will be to her! For me, she surffer so much, was she worth?

Sorry mine, I had such score in the exam, but that's all my real level, I just cna do that. Because I pay no attention in garmmer, I just can show my feeling in an very informal way, that's why I look so good at presentaion but just can get such score in examinaion.

I know, sorry means nothing, sorry can do nothing. The thing has passed , tomorrow is my hope. Pay too much attention at the past just waste of time, but I really feel very guilty, yet I swear I won't let my teacher in such situation once again. I must be bright just like the sun, have light from inside.

If the same exam result happens again, just let it go, I deserve it. You had pay so much patient to me, I won't let you disappoint anymore, if I can.

Believe me.I will be bright as the sun, glow by myself. The person, trust me, I won't you disappoint again!

2005-03
4

买书+走路

By xrspook @ 22:29:52 归类于:烂日记

土包子的生活令我觉得只要不下雨的 天气就是好天气,只要地上是干爽,没有泥泞的地方就是好地方。对好的要求一下子降低了好多好多。

实在没有太多的时间写日记,不得不把在学校写的日记都写成英文。不是我想炫耀,也不是我要献丑,实在是没有办法。每个晚上都有课,记得星期二的那篇日记就是在马哲的上课前的5分钟和下课之间的两个5分钟写成的,当然不多不少也占用了上课的几分钟。只能在极短的时间里写成一篇文章,不用英文,我连字都写不完就上课了。自己的英文也是臭得很,不时要查查字典。特别是刚开始的几天,脑袋好像不是自己的,手也不是自己的,发音在脑子里回荡,但怎么也写不出来。然后就是手就像冰棍或者木头,硬邦邦的,写出来的根本就不是字。多种原因之下就只能写英文了。

在短时间内成文也必须要有极快的思维。也不是平时要怎么怎么预定思考,就是在写的时候我也不知道为什么思维会如滔滔江水,当我没有写题目的时候我还不知道自己要写什么,但一旦下笔,写了前一个就不知为什么知道下一个写什么。在写第一段的时候我不知道下一段会写什么,也从来没有时间想,但当写第二段的时候我又写得出来。对于这些状况,我也不知道为什么。

下午的思德这个星期不用上,就是没有课了,于是上完3,4节的高数就能走人。

首先到了购书中心,一上就是3楼,首先到“三联”看看这个月的NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC,可恶又有我关心的,心爱的东西,虽然只有一个报道,一个部分涉及,但也令我心动。不过当然啦,这本书不能在“三联”买,因为“三联”的章一盖上去,这本书就失真了不少,起码2页就此毁掉了,况且因为没有外套,条纹码直接贴在书上,于是封地又毁掉了。不过这也是它的好处,如果不是这样,我又怎么能看到里面的内容呢?其他地方都是用胶套封好的,不准拆,不过什么地方都没有“三联”这里进货快,所以我只能在这里观赏,而再等上1个月等其他地方有卖。

然后上四楼,看我的教参。终于明白为什么我的物理书是写成“物理学教程”(A Course in Physics)而不直接写“物理学”(Physics)因为两本是根本不同的两本书,的确有一本叫做《物理学》的书,也是高等教育出版社,出到了第四版,有分上中下三册,而我的《物理学教程》就只有上下两册。幸好有写英语日记的习惯,然后不得不注意书的名字,要不就肯定中招了。 《物理学》有教材辅导和习题解答两本不同的参考书,而《物理学教程》就只有一本习题分析与解答。差点就买错书,幸亏再看多一点。因为两本书的出版社,编者,封面颜色完全一模一样。最后收钱的时候还被那个收款的说我慢,你试试拿那么多东西啦!令今天的快乐打了折扣。

然后就到了省图批,买了我爱的小Q,原来名字叫做《再见了,可鲁——一只狗的一生》,名字也真够怪的,书也挺贵,25块才155页,当然啦,里面有大量的图片。打了8折就只要20块,车费也赚了。

然后就没想过要马上去搭车,打算走过海印桥再搭车回去。路过外文书店,于是又进去看看。岂有此理,NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC才卖到去年的,还有原来Collin除了字典还有语法书、语法书和字典合在一起的,居然从来没有见过,当然啦,这不是中国出的,纯进口的,但价钱也不用那么惊人吧,只有薄薄的一本价钱就3位数,其他地方没有卖,它怎么垄断都行啦。再看看它卖西文材料的地方,居然和意大利语,泰语,阿拉伯语等等超小的语言放在一起,而把德语、日语、法语、俄语都开一个专柜,太可恶了!学校招人也没有那么可恶啊!

走过海印桥,想起了很多,一个人,无拘无束,想怎么走就怎么走,看着上学的师弟师妹们心里不知是幸灾乐祸还是渴望自己也跟他们那样上学。老了,老了,为什么他们就结伴而行而我却孤身一人呢?从小学上学到初中到高中再到现在的大学都是如此。

买书+走路,想到了很多……

2005-03
3

The Bright Thursday

By xrspook @ 21:21:00 归类于:烂日记

For many days, we hoped the weather could turn better, the rain and wet day we all hated them. The ugly days brought an muddy road, the walking men hated it, even the buses and texts  hated it. The buese changed theirs way, didn’t come here. The weather left us just the angry.

This afternoon, we saw sun shine and blue sky again!!! I like it!!!! The sun is so warmand the dry wind made me feel good too. A bright day come to me, even this morning I still had to use unbrella to protend myself from awful rain. The weather changed, and my feeling changed too, what a great day!

Not everything is so great even in bright day, such as the tennis  classes were cancalled, and I couldn’t focus myself in the listening of English classes. 

Pay all myself in listening a language I don’t know – Español, I even forget how to catch the words in English listening and spell of the words I was very familiar to. The situation just likes I went to SCAU, I don’t think the ability of doing this can disappear, but I must pay more practices to get it back. I don’t know the meaning, I don’t know how to focus, I don’t know how to guess, that’s all my problems.

Till now, the English teacher never called me in class this term. I don’t know what have happened??? But why she didn’t call me? I ahad prepared very well, and in some time even eagered she could call me, but… I know others are very afraid of her calling, so I had to pretend it too, yet by heart, I eagered her calling, I need chance to improve myself and my confident.

After seeing the score of English last term, I felt very sorry to my English teacher. My final examination was just 81, and the usual score was 100, so the average score was 87. "100" what an impossible mark. Everybody’s usual score was just had 2 digits, but I had 3. I wasn’t a genius, I didn’t have power that others didn’t. I just finished the things which I needed to by heart. "100" is a mircale to me, and to everybody, maybe I think even to the teacher herself. Without "100", I couldn’t get the average 87. And wrote it in 100, I know it’s very difficult to her. For this, maybe she had to explain a lot, how a student cna be so perfect??? I didn’t have a good mark in exam made her do so difficult thing, I feel very sorry. Sorry to make her into such situation. I must work hard, I can’t disappoint her any more, bright by myself, just like the sun today.  

I must be bright as the sun!!!! From inside!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-03
2

3个大男人突如其来

By xrspook @ 20:32:38 归类于:烂日记

一直在埋怨没有男老师,今天一下子来了3个,3个科目3个不同的大男人。实在没有办法用英语来表达他们的神奇,只好改回用中文。

首先登场的是有机化学的纪平雄。有他的名字就已经有个故事。因为在我们的课表中,他的名字是“纪平熊”,是大狗熊的“熊”,昨晚我还特意告诉室友说有个老师的名字上大狗熊的“熊”,一上课,他就首先澄清了这件事,应该是英雄的“雄”,不过他又说他的名字太平常了,明明是英雄却要被一把刀削平了。

而且他的口水超多,说了足足2节课没关“有机化学”书本的东西。也许这就是连上3节课老师的通病吧,自以为时间充足所以从来不单刀直入 ,于是基本上都要说2节课的废话再入话题。

因为早读连着1,2,3节的有机化学,平雄兄一到立即开始播他的MIDI歌曲,不知他要放松自己还是我们,还是根本在show他的电脑的开端,当时正在早读啊!!!然后就是演示他用flash做的课件,一个特效把所有人的目光全部都吸引了,没人还有心情早读。还说什么课件是他自己亲手做的,和课程绝对配套。当然全部用flash而不是powerpoint做的课件我还是首见,不多不少有“演野”的成分。

他的普通话发音也极端有问题,在勾出那些章节要讲内容的时候,他说“杂环化合物讲,生物讲不讲”,实际应该是“生物碱不讲”,但是所有人都只听到“生物讲”,普通话实在…

下午的高数老师分明是个戴有厚厚眼镜的“土包子”,但原来“土包子”的讲课一点不赖,比以前那个“朱艳科”好多了。就是样子土一点,说话难听一点。但经过“龙哥”的训练,他的话其实对我来说不太难听,甚至觉得某些发音与“龙哥”简直一模一样,所以接受一点不困难,不过其他人就难一点了,难道他也是安徽人?一下就是2节课下来收集他的“正确”发音(其中黑体的就和“龙哥”一样):
数(show)
论(嫩)
某(抹)
Z(J)
O(wo)
可(ko)
曲(处)
有(jou)
组(走)

最后一个亮相的是教电脑的,课表上的名字是“方凤美”但实际上是“张素敏”,男的,有如此的名字,也好容易让人误会。不过他的发音也是不准外加语速超快,课程也更是无聊直至。

3个大男人的突然出现,令剧情峰回路转,若知后事如何,请看下回分解。

2005-03
1

Fight for My Life

By xrspook @ 20:09:40 归类于:烂日记

The courses are kidding me, every night I have classes. Some are end up at 9:05PM, the others are at 10:00PM. What my life will be? Don’t have time to have shower everyday, how can I expect the future???

In an hour or two, we must have 4 people’s showers, and the problem is not our speed but the hot water, because of the problem of hot water,  it leads to another thing – electric. The "hot water room" don’t have hot water on time, and the other problem is the hot water doesn’t hot at all. It just can be called warm water or it’s just cold water. So we must have our way to creat the true hot water, and then by what? Electric, but the wire is limited and the time of elecrc sending is limitted too, that’s the great problem.

We must go to have classes in the evening is not a problem, the problem is we can’t have shower as we wish. Maybe it’s not a problem at all to a northern person, but we all are familiar to XX everyday.

I don’t want to be a "bumpkin" but…

I have my firt Maxiom Philosophia, and it’s boring. I know if the philosophia teacher is a male it will be boring, and now I prove the thought.

She doesn’t have her own opinion, and she can’t bring up the topic, and just want sb. can, and she just made some comments in them. She’s not suitable to be a philosophia teacher, she doesn’t know a lot of story that we don’t know, though even she knows she dosen’t show to us, that’s no use.

Still remember the days I have in high middle school, what a perfect teachers I had at that time! But now, she’ s so rubbish…

I don’t know what will be tomorrow, maybe the life I have will be difficult. Want to have a happy life forever is impossible, but I just want to have a simple one!

Fight for my life, maybe it’s the job for for everybody forever and ever!!!

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