2005-03
11

心,飞走了

By xrspook @ 22:55:49 归类于: 烂日记

快到周末了,快要回家了,快要见到电脑了……然后心就飞走了……我也不知道为什么,没有电脑的实际操作为什么我也有那么大的热情老是在发白日梦。在走路的时候发,在吃饭的时候发,在洗澡的时候发,在吃苹果的时候发,甚至在上课的时候发……这样子的确有点不对,不过我从来没有像现在那样对网页和图像的制作有如此大的热情。

为了配色,为了做好看的背景和普通图案,还有整体的样子,当然少不了动感的.gif或者.swf,简直就是把我想疯了。还有很久以前就渴望做的层叠菜单……什么鼠标特效我倒不怎么渴望,因为我已经有很多方案只需把它们的代码复制粘贴到网页上就可以。整体的效果,部分的细节,甚至连自己网页的小图标都想过了。

想得最多的是颜色的搭配,因为自己对颜色不太敏感,因此只能用很笨的方法一个个穷举来试验。至于整体搭配起来到底是什么,就要试一下才知道。

因为自己的日记多,所以不能把这个来做试验,只好另开一个blog专门为自己作为测试模版的地方。然后再把代码转移。不过却遇到了不少问题。因为blogbus模版的制作者不是一个人,也不是同时制作出来的,所以本来的模版就有差别,特别是一些语句的差别。比如说CSS就是样式模版,我这个网页以前用的“清新风格”就和新的有很大区别,多了好多的东西,唯一可以做的就是把我这个里面的换到测试模版进行改进,要不在别的模版改好了,想复制过来,结果一点不好用。一点细微的差别就会造成很大的bug,看上去就会“臭死了”。而上个星期的改动时就是犯了这个错误,导致几个钟头的努力几乎成了流水。

可能是受到有机化学老师纪平雄的刺激,以为他所有的讲义都是用Flash做的,实在令我刺激很大。一个77届中大化学系毕业现在50多岁的老头尚且可以如此,我为什么不可以?我应该可以比他做的更好。

以前一直想直接从别的地方拿来图片作为blog的图案,就像现在的版面一样,可以说完全是blogcn其中一个模版的翻版。但有多少人知道其实想翻版也不容易啊!一个题目地方的背景就不知试了我多少次。位置、大小然后就是加了它以后我的题目和描述的位置,一切都没有先例,一切都要靠自己去探索。

也许有人会说做一个blog比做一个网站容易多了,什么东西都好了,把文章图片贴上去就好。但要做一个自己,有自己风格个性化的blog又何尝容易?要知道,在blogbus模版设计里面的可全都是源代码,除了字母符号就是字母符号。框架我知道是有,但那东西到底怎么放,成什么样,我就一点都不知道了。全部都需要发布后才能看到改动,因此所有的操作都要步步小心,一改一发,要不就不知道到底那里有问题。当然,这只是我这些“低手”的烦恼,熟悉电脑的大师们是绝对不用烦的。想干什么就干什么,想怎么改就怎么改。

想把自己的blog整个都改一遍,从背景图案到颜色。但怎么都决定不了到底是用深颜色当底色好还是用浅颜色。如果深浅配合会不会效果很怪,太突然,不和谐。顺眼是首先要求。“星河港湾”那边的速度不知为什么慢了很多,所以歌曲都好像不能即使播放了,所以也在考虑到底还用不用歌曲或者换别的歌曲。还记得当年搞那个背景音乐也耗费不少精力啊!现在自己居然想不要,变了,真的变了。

刚才就在写这篇日记的时候心里突然来了个点子。以前一直想为分类菜单加下拉菜单。但因为分类菜单<!– ~ sort_url ~ –>’><!– ~ cat_name ~ –>是一个设定好的程序,如果一加入主页必然会所有分类一起显示,完全是自动的,于是就不可能一个个分类再加下拉菜单。但对于某些内容显然用下拉菜单的方式比多加几个分类要实际。于是刚才就突发奇想,其实每一个分类应该都有自己固定的网址,如果我是在主页的地方一个个加分类而不是用<!– ~ cats ~ –>,那样,我不是就可以对需要的分类再搞下拉菜单了!当然到现在为止还是在空想,没有实操或询问高手,不过觉得自己的这个想法应该是行得通的,不过就可能很费功夫。

问班长拿了班里的相片想上存,真的不看不知道,吓一跳,原来这么多啊!而且张张都不小,上存是可以上存,但是真的耗费功夫啊!突然又想到,不如上存一些,然后把全部的都放到http://photo.163.com/那样速度不但可以加快,而且blog里面也不会贴图那么恐怖,只要每个都贴个网址就搞定了,好像这样会实在一点。

刚刚也安装了Dreamweaver这是我的电脑上第二次出现它,上一次把它删掉的原因是查到那个不知什么英文版里面有.vbs病毒,然后它的帮助文件又老大老大,扫毒不方便,于是就uninstall了。当时也不知道它的用途,现在知道了它的伟大,安装了,好高兴啊!

然后是寻找合适的Cuteftp来安装,但找了一大轮,不是没有注册码就是下载网址很不安全,现在还是没有下载。

现在还没有运行Photoshop, Flash, Dreamweaver来验证自己这几天的胡思乱想,马上就要试试。

就到这了。

2005-03
10

Serve the Ball

By xrspook @ 3:40:00 归类于: 烂日记

Thank goodness, though the weather was not so good, yet it didin't rain till now. So I could have my tennis classes. I know my roommate don't like them at all, every of them even want to do nothing with P.E.. Though my father at this part is a idiont, and my mother don't know how to teach me do it, yet from a child, I like sports, no matter what kinds (except 800-metre-race), and want to do my best in each of them. Every of them is my good friend, though in fact, I'm no very good at them.

In my opinion, sports means sports, the reason of have them is very pure, I like it so I do it, or I don't know how to play it so I choose it. It maybe can loose the weight and keep fit, I never care about its benenfit. And sports must bring soaked through wih swear, and will be very tired, I pay no attention at it, if you lose yourself in it, the only thing you can feel just the happiness which come from them. You focus inside so all the outside feeling become unimportant things.

Today, we learned serve the ball. How striking the movement will be if we really do a good job. The match, the first point is stating with "serve the ball". Still remember the charming movement in "Australian Open", all the payers are the sharp point at that moment. The ball of serve by RDK, so perfect!!! It's the combination of power and esthetics.

And the teacher began. Hold the ball and pat in front of you, at the same time, the left foot stand behind the bottom line in 45°,and the right foot behind the left foot, the distant of them is a little wider than the shoulder. The next step is the ball and the pat(the hands hold them) move in a "w"(Maybe that is why the famous come from.), from higher place to lower place and then higher again, and higher than the first time. The ball will automatic in to the sky, and if your skill is good, it will move in a uprightness line, also, if you want the ball become high enough for you to kick it, that must have power within; the hand hold the pat move to behind the back, you must bent the elbow, at the same time, the feet don't move, but your body must keep balance automaticly. The last step is kick the ball, of course, we now don't have match, so we can't use so much power if we want our partner can catch it. The end movement is the pat automatic blow to the left down side if you are a right hand user.

That's all I want to say.

到上面为止就是我星期四的日记,以下的是上课之前郁闷无事可做,乱写的。

选择“建筑美学与欣赏”我也不知道为什么,没有认识的人,将会是我要面对的一个大考验。当然,学习这种东西并不需要随大流,别人爱的并不意味着我喜欢。特别是枯燥无味的文科,还有超级讨厌的“日语”,但理科就意味着要思考,建筑就意味着可能昂贵的书费,但为什么,为什么我就从来没有考虑过,只是顺着自己的爱好行事,应该说只依着自己的一时兴奋冲动和好奇行事,我不知我的任选课程命运会如何,因为写此文的时候正是因为无事可做而再次拿起手上的笔。

自问自己毫无“美学”可言,为什么要选如此一个东西呢?我的这个选课似乎十分离群,起码一个班33个人,只有2个进入这里。当老师问起什么是美?你认为什么东西美?我该如何回答呢?毕竟我只是一个进行正常教育的学生,对音乐,对美术,我始终是一个小白,没有自己的见解,怎么办?

离上课还有15分钟,人已经差不多了,但老师仍不见人影。

已经写了2篇英文,实在不想再写下去了,于是来了点中文。

现在手机的操作系统换成了英文,开始不习惯,因为可恶的motorala如果操作换成英文那么短信中就不存在中文输入。换了已经4天了,型号基本没什么短信。不过不用不知道一用吓一跳,原来有个叫“Smart Input”(智能预测法)的东西很好用,在输入英文的饿石油可以自动分析,单词自动出来了,不用“ABC Input”(ABC输入法)那样狂按还会按错。我傻B啊!那么好用的东西如果不是强逼自己用英文界面还不知道!!!

已经差3分钟上课了,老师还没有来,是不是不用上呢?

上课5分钟了,老师还没有来,正在想网页loading……

最后课还是没上,被通知由第3周开始上……

2005-03
9

My Word

By xrspook @ 20:41:14 归类于: 烂日记

Come to SCAU, live without parents, let me think about a lot. The reason of studying and still alive, however, the worst thing is my life, so I create some courage word to myself.

How to make my life easier, more convenient myself at the same time, won’t disturb or hurt others. The study is hard, but in my opinion, the life is more hard for a flesher. The things that I think about the most is my life.The hot water, the pipe water, the drunk water, the electric and the most important thing – money. Money doesn’t mean anything, but without money means nothing can do. The money I have every month is limited, and the mony in the room, I am the least one. Maybe they won’t know how much many they spend in a month, yet I must very careful. In a word, their money is endless, but my money cna see the end. 

The cruelest thing is Thursday. Time is not easy for every of us. They want to go and return by taxi, how much money will cost!!! It’s too expensive, I’m not a millionaire, I want to leave, I want to escape. So terrible, so terrible. How can I refuse??? But I have to refuse.

The way they think I can’t agree. Even sometimes, I hate them very much.

We live in the same room. I don’t want to clean as they think. But we live in it, that’s the unchangable thing, so we must do our "roomwork", the floor need us to clean, and the toilet need us to wash. And the time of wash clothes and ourselves have us to make do with. The study is busy, the bodies are all tired, but that’s the thing we must face directly. When shall we clean? Who shall clean? How to clean? We must squeeze some time to finish it. I’m not lower than any of them, but I’m the fixed one who wash toilet. Why??? Every time I must be the first, and then they’d not like to, me too, I’m also a normal person, I’m the only child in my family for 18 years!!! I’m not the little princess of my family, but I needn’t do so much.

I want to compain, I need to compain, why can’t  me!

So after so much, some words have become my word, in my life and study, I have prove them, they have encourage me:
Nothing is impossible. 不尝试就永远不会成功,不做就永远不能实现,生命在于尝试和探索!!!

2005-03
8

Women's Day

By xrspook @ 19:44:52 归类于: 烂日记

03-08, Women’s Day!!!! And in SCAU, Women’s Day instead of another thing – Girls’ Day!!! Women changed into girls, in other place, Women’s Day is just belong to women but in here, it means the festeral for all female.

The afternoon, I didn’t have any classes, because the English classes teacher is a female, but if the teacher is a male, unfortunatly… Son in the noon I went to play tennis. Of course, it’s just a practise, we didn’t have aormal playground, and if we played between two person, the only thing we could do just went to pick up the ball instead pat the ball from this side to another. Just kicked the ball against the wall, again and again, maybe it’s dull, but useful. With a better wall, I think I needed to kick with less power. And then the ugly thing really happened, we two played against each other, and the poor thing was as my expect – we picked our ball more than we kicked it. The lucky thign was that the times I picked the ball were less than my partner. At last, the noon exercise was stopped by the male spoiler who would play football there. We left without a word at the same time we thinked it’s enough, we were tired. 

After that, I sat beside the desk and then began my homework. At that time, if I lost all myself into Physics, I wouldn’t feel its pain. The homework maybe a happy thing, can think out a problem is a great happiness.

The lucky thing was over after we know the news that we had to have classes in the evening. I had to write my daily in the classroom, in class!!!

The philosophy class is going, it’s talking about the topic of "What’s happiness!" The teacher is still a stupid, she just can say a little useless, less powerful comments. And some of the speaker(student) are not situable my favourite, and in sometimes I wanted to scold him/her or even thoroughly refute him/her, and wanted to "give him/her some color to see see" – give him/her some blows!!!

I just want a peaceful night to write my daily in my apartment, can it come to me everyday?

2005-03
7

Crazy with Computer

By xrspook @ 19:04:38 归类于: 烂日记

When the weekend comes I will forget everything except computer, all the thing become unimportant and serve as a contrast.

Computer is my life, and the internet is tis eyes. From that window the world become in front of me, though in fact I won’t touch them maybe all my life.

This weekend, I had sent two email to two people I don’t know. One is a fan of Anita, no te rajes, she wanted to get the song of Sólo Tu Amo; and the other is the webmaster of Dr. Software. He’s the auther of Hacha. What a great software! And the auther of it is much greater! I don’t know whether they will reply, but I know if I don’t write to them, 100% there won’t be reply to me, no one know my situation, the problem of me and she.  

At last, till now, the master of Dr. Software have write two letter to me to answer my question in detail. I had never imagined that he would answer me so patient and so quickly. Still remember the last sentence in the first letter, he said "pd.  maybe you can help me to translate the program to chinesse and put your name in the credits as a translator…" I even don’t know C language, and don’t know how the Hacha make of. However, his words couraged me, I must do my best, and if one day I can really translate it… The software is less than 100KB, but it can cut or connect all sizes file!!! All size!!!

So this morning(1:00-4:00AM) lost myself in my website contribution. Just the category of CSS, it cost me about 3 hours. Maybe it’s just an easy job for the professor, yet I’m just a "white"(don’t know everything). The words are easy, the commands are easy too, but you didn’t know what’s it, how to use and where to use. I must try every commands, the blog’s operation are complicated than before. If I change the command I must submit it at first and then publish my website, so at last I can see the change. Maybe I had publish my website over 20 times. It doesn’t matter, if it become more beautiful, I deserved it.

Though today is studying day, but I ‘m still crazy with my good friend!!!

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