我的天

Have known the topic of Chinese this entrance examination is "Comermoration", I remember or remind a lot. What I should commemorate? This days I always made myself remember somehing, though it’s just a blurred one. In some ways, I do commemoration for such a long time.

Remember the thing I should remember, I won’t forget that experience this time at last year. Our classmates liked to bring up the topic about that. You know, it’s a very brave one and also a shame one. Someone will grieve about it, however, I’m another type. Just take it as unforgetable memory, and keep it in hear. Maybe, I really feel shame at that time, but now, the wound had recovered by time. Just take it easy, no negative feeling will be brought up from it.

Now is 5:01PM, they have finished 4 subjects till now, so as me at last year. Just need one more X subject, all the terrbile nightmare will be over. "Today in the next year, I won’t lose sleep anymore, if we will meet again, the bed must have changed…" It’s a song of a Hong Kong singger. Still remember I repeated it again and again when I faced the final examination. Tomorrow must be another day and will be better. What a good dream!

When I went to sleep this noon, I remember the same time last year, I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t fall asleep with such a half waking and half sleeping body, I went to have examination. I shouldn’t make any excuse for it, but it really stirred ini my juice.

This one, it’s the  last diary before tomorrow, the new year of my blog. Is it the examination ending eve? So, it’s the 365 "烂日记" to me, and to my blog.

However, I always made a lot of memory noted here. What I have done? Crazy one.

I don’t know why I can stand for such a long time, nonestop writting my blog. I don’t know what or who give me such power, but I believe, there must be something exist.

At last, I must praise myself "You have done a good job! Carry on!" See you (my blog) next year.

Today is 06-07. A joyful and painful day, many students and their family hoped this days, someone will success or fall into a deep hell. No matter which, it’s also none of my business. Hope my friends will have a good luck, so as to all the senior three students. Though someone is still genious and someone is stupid as well.

Yesterday, I heard a frighened content about one of my classmates. And she is the student that what to bring her clothes to our room to dry everyday. Think about this, I still feel a little terrbile. We refused her yesterday evening, and at the same night, we heard her terrible history from her roommate. I think, she’s double character.

Superfically, she’s a normal oen. No one will realize her horrbile character until staying with her for a long time. At least, till last night, I think she has nothing special except a workaholic in study. She always mad unbelievable note at any classes. No matter useful or useless, and when she made notes, she can write without looing at the paper. Every time I just can see her studying. I have never meet her at lunch or supper. Teh only one that met her at breadfast, however, the speed of her eating is extremely slow.

From others’ work, she eats a lot of rice, a quatity of hers seems impossible for a girl. Adn the most horrbile thign is her character. She often comes and goes alone, and a strange smell always stays with her. When she can’t go to sleep at night, she will knock her bed rudely, and then weep for a long time.

At midnight, when you heard a terrible knocking from your roommate, and then some weeps. What will you think? It heard likes a scream movie, however, it really happened beside of me. Just 3 rooms away.

Though I’m taller and bigger than her, yet have such a classmate, are you afraid?!…

Tomorrow is the important day to senior three students. The last year of 06-06, I had forgotten what I was doing. What was I thinking at this time? Eating? Or just worrying about the thign happened at tomorrow. Was I anxious? Or I didn’t worry anything at all? However, now I can’t pick up any of them. One year, just one year, and what a long time. It brought all my memery away, and it also healed the wound which was serious at that time.

None of my business at all. But why I couldn’t get rid of it from my heart. Everybody pays plenty of attention to it, so am I. At some time in the past, I suffered a lot from it. Now a memery, just a memery to me, and it’s not so clear. I have fogotten the enthusiasm at that time.

Today, I didn’t my last physical experiment. The last one of this term. What a great! First of all, I recognized nothing of that "difficult" machine. It seemed a very complicated thing to do. In front fo it, I just liked a ignorant little child. All the knowledge I had learned seemed have no relationship with it. I was just sitting there, didn’t know how to study. THe machine I facing was different from the book, that’s the problem.

Time helped me solve it. No matter you could understand or not, you had to do it. And at last, the result came our, nothing was impossible.

However, the bad luck was far from this. A classmate said she wanted to bring her clothes to our room, and used the washing machine to dry it. All the people in my room wanted to refuse it, but till now, she still didn’t accept teh fact, and kept her mind as well. I don’t want to scold her, however, she’s not a stupid, why she still do so? What a enorous courage to stick to do it! If I was she, I had forgiven.

Bad luck, good luck, comes and goes, what situation I am now?

因为一点小误差，在变换模板之前竟然忘记了给以前的旧模板照个相片，虽然旧模版的所有资料都已储存，但是要全部换过来毕竟工程浩大。但今天，我终于找回当年的我的天：

来自：http://web.archive.org/web/*/http://xrspook.blogbus.com就是因为http://web.archive.org/的存在
 
，我找回了我从前的网页，实在太令人兴奋了。以前也经常利用这个网站找http://www.rincondebetty.com/但很可惜，这个网站已经不复存在，所以只有从这个回到过去的网站找该网站的历史痕迹。http://web.archive.org/web/*/http://www.rincondebetty.com/多么令人回忆的东西啊！似乎用了时光的机器，马上回到了过去。虽然自己很迟才接触Yo soy Betty, la Fea，但因为时光机器的存在，我依然在享受着从前的网页带给我的快乐。

不过有个缺陷就是好像它并不保存声音文件，而且有时图片的显示也会错误。但我已经很满足了，看到文字已经是很大的幸福。而且自己的页面也没有出现图片显示有问题，真的很值得兴奋。

一直不断在努力，一直想用自己所知道的东西帮助别人。今天在霏儿那里留了好长的言：自动链接？ :: 霏儿。我觉得我可以帮助她，于是就出手了。同时我也觉得她需要帮助。

第一次到霏儿那里是因为在 BlogBus上的“烂日记”Tag发现她和我一样把“烂日记”作为一个分类。于是就去看看，结果惊奇发现，她的链接那里居然写着“§blog你blog我§”名称和我一模一样，先是吓了一跳，难道我们心有灵犀一点通？然后发觉应该不是，因为她的链接那里有个叫做“我天地我胡来”分明就是我自己，但是为什么写我的描述作为链接的名字呢？其他人好像都是用名字，我的名字是xrspook, 而blog的名字是我的天啊！然后继续想了想，我明白了，因为“我的天”太令人误会了，所以在斌斌那里他也是把我的链接叫做“我天地，我胡来！”

说起来也好笑，我的blog之所以叫做我的天也是经过多番思考的，就是要人误会。况且当年刚开始写的时候也经常要用到“我的天”这个感叹词。不过随着时间的推移，我的天的意思就只是变成了“My Own Sky”或者“Mi Cielo”又或者“我的天地”的意思。看看我的title图片就知道了，我要表现的只是我的天空，一夥爱探索的心，爱看天胡思乱想的心。已经没有了“My God”的意思了。

看的人多了，我也不能胡来了，认真一点好。不能太孩子气。所以也写不出首次胡作非为这样的文章了，也不忍心写这样的文章，因为看上去很有吹水的成分。虽然真的是真情流露，不过现在是过不了良心这关了。看看http://xrspook.blogbus.com/index_1.html这个以前写的日志，发现自己以前真的很快乐，想拷什么就拷什么，没有什么限制，也不怕，想写多简单就多简单，好快活啊！现在似乎多了好多精神负担。当然啦，当时刚考完高考嘛，当时不快活什么时候快活。

相当年，回到过去我的天。

天意弄人，无论我如何努力，我都不可以把我的低ID命运改变，永远的红色，永远的没有源，无论我是用Port Map，Sygate还是Wingate结果都是一样，没有结果，怎么都没有结果，你叫我怎么办？也不怎么办，起码在我换网络之前，除非奇迹发生否则怎么办都不行。

可恶的东西，终于在这个网站http://www.comexe.cn/wpc/support.php的检测后，我100%肯定我的长宽把我打成不知到多少级内网的小东东。
本地IP：220.113.245.XXX
本机出口IP为： 203.88.217.233.
判断结果： 内网上网方式

简直就是跳楼的感觉。眼看eMule里有种，但自己就是探测不到，下载不了，不想死，想什么？

昨天晚上一直搞到今天早上3：30，没有进展，同时可恶的CCTV5也不转播法网的精彩男单半决赛对决，双重郁闷。算了，我对eMule的恢复死心了，不过经过这次却让我学会了如何用一大堆映射软件，也不算太差的经历。

今天一早起来就去找《广州日报》，可恶的事情任在延续，居然没有昨天晚上CCTV5男单半决赛费德勒和纳达尔的超级对决。在学西班牙文的份上，我支持纳达尔，在年龄相近的份上我支持纳达尔，在喜欢特殊的左撇子份上我更加支持纳达尔，没有理由不让我支持这头西班牙的天才疯牛，他简直就是疯牛。如果用中国传统的生肖计算，他应该是属虎的，算不算虎虎生威呢？而且昨天5005-06-03是他的19岁生日，我能不支持这个寿星吗？尽管他的技术不如老练的费德勒，尽管他的样子真的可以说是丑！但是看他的比赛我得到的是无限的enthusiasm，就是青春的气息，就是初生之犊不怕虎的精神。他的自我鼓励特别夸张。在红土之上，他就像在斗牛场上刚放出来的疯牛，简直没有人可以想像他那不可思议的跑动。为了用他奇迹般的正手来离补他他一般般的反手，他跑动的状态比当年在奥网的休伊特更为突出。我觉得，纳达尔已经把大半个2005法网冠军拿在手中，如今看来，他在红土场上简直就是个奇迹，可以说他是“红土王子”。

在http://sports.sina.com.cn/tennis/frenchopen05/找到了我心爱的网球信息。同时也很有耐性地把一些好玩的文章读了。特别是那篇 三大帅哥的服饰癖好：纳达尔海盗裤独树一帜(图)_综合体育_NIKE新浪竞技风暴_新浪网简直就是笑死人，三大帅哥服饰癖好分别是：
萨芬的三条幸运项链
纳达尔独树一帜的海盗裤
休伊特爱反戴运动帽
真是令人捧腹大笑。

在看介绍纳达尔的页面的时候看到了他的主页：http://www.vamosrafael.com/
其中vamos就是we go的意思，那些人在激励自己的的时老说这个词，同时我的理解中，因为它有激励的意思，所以在某些时候如果翻译为中文的话“振作”就会贴切一点。而Rafeal就是Rafeal Nadal的名字了，这个主页的名字起得也太厉害了，简直就是200%适合他的个性。今天在看回放的时候的确在打出一个好球以后，纳达尔就握拳然后看口形，应该就在大喊vamos。主页有2个版本，一个西文，一个英文，应该随着他的长大，会有更多人注意他，希望他的主页会出现中文版本。

孩子在不断成长，对于这位比我还要小半年的“弟弟”，真的深感佩服，这还是我第一次由衷地欣赏比我小的人。我也要学习学习他那种“牛”劲，毕竟我还是属“牛”的，不时也要向自己喊一喊vamos, vamos！（注意：vamos中的v是发[b]的音，其余的都和英文发音一样，a是发[a:]的音，o是发hot中o的音）

¡Vamos, xrspook!