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今天也是做了plog再做blog，所以大家又有耳福了：）

附：收听此日志：（普通话）父亲节的lobo
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今天是父亲节，祝天下的父亲快乐！！！！

我妈发疯了。从昨天晚上十点多就开始“煲碟”，我从来没有见过她如此的疯狂。她连续看了超过12小时，就是说没有睡觉，把21集的《浪漫满屋》看完了。她以前从来不看韩剧啊！也从来不看偶像剧啊！为什么，我真的怎么也想不到！到底是受到了什么打击？

前几个星期她就说要看，但一直没有看成，因为要借别人的VCD，但老是忘记。她还问我要不要一起看。我发疯了！我是不看日剧韩剧还有偶像剧她是知道的，但为什么……难道是认为这样看可以增进我们的感情？想我俩能单独相处？我不知道。对于帅哥靓女我是不会心动的，特别是那些只有样貌没有头脑的人我更是鄙视。最终，我昨天晚上，或者说今天早上几乎3：00睡觉。然后早上起来上完网发现她还坐在老地方看。我的天！一问之下，她居然“通顶”了，真是超级不可思议。居然为了看电视“通定”。相比之下，我虽然喜欢看JEA的电视剧，但很多都被我“一拉而过”，通常连续看一集已经是很给面子了，连续看2集叫做很不正常，即使是几分钟的配乐video我也拉。相比之下，我是怎么也追不上我妈的疯狂了。我是属于拥有的狂，拥有比欣赏更重要；她是属于不知为什么疯狂的狂。

因为对韩剧一窍不通，对里面的人物的认识简直就是“零”，所以查了一下《浪漫满屋》男女主角的个人资料：

不要怪我傻B，本人的确从来不看韩剧。

然后看完韩剧给我的感觉就是，两个男主角Rain和金承洙的演技真的超烂，可以说没有什么演技可言。女的还好一点，特别是宋慧乔，还好还不错。至于金承洙，我发现他就只会用一种笑容，我就只能无言。至于一号男主角我更是……他好像并不擅长笑，也不没有什么面部表情，高兴差不多，不高兴，骂人的时候也差不多，我死了……老兄，你是演员，你不靠面部表情和动作靠什么？靠样子好不好看？靠身材好不好？还是靠你会不会耍cool啊！这样子的演技是混不下去的，除非他能一辈子保持脸蛋和身材。在演技方面，无法和JEA相比，在表情方面更加无法和Jim Carrey作比较，我觉得，他甚至在一些处理感情的镜头上，我也可以扮得比他好。为什么，这部剧就可以如此红火呢？全靠女的吗？因为男的真的好废啊！

今天是父亲节，不应该踩男人的，免得我继续骂下去，现在就收工。

首先，今天是做了plog再做blog，因为如果先写了blog我的思维定势就形成了，也说不出什么。今天决定改变一下。

收听此日志：（广州话）回忆+现实 2005-6-17 20:01:00
我的播客，听我的

之所以把题目叫做“该停止的时候停止”大家不要害怕，不是我想把blog或者plog给停了，也不是想把Betty la fea in Chinese的更新停了，我只是决定停止这个学期的英语周记。说出来也觉得好笑，到现在为止都不知道周记的英文是什么。于是每个星期的周记后面都加上（publish on weekend）来说明，真的好失败，不过查过字典无论是电子的还是牛津高阶还是找不到，我只好认命。

今天把这里每个日志最后的作者e-mail那里换了，

从e-mail地址换成了图片，反正没有多少人会用，如果要e-mail给我就请麻烦一点自己输入
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因为今天看看我的yahoo邮箱，居然来了这样一封警告信不得不防。
Dear Yahoo Member,

是时候离开去复习了……

Today, I had my computer test (operation), so I didn’t use the computer to type my diaries and send them to my blog this morning. That’s my private things, I could do it later, and operate test is the main role of today, however, the mark of it was just a consult materials. No matter what will be, I will do my best.

Unfortunately, I was bad luck today, I chose a very difficult test, it’s much more difficult than the test which I did last week. Stick on it, don’t give up, I said to myself at the very beginning. The God asked you to do it, you can’t flee, you can’t escape, you have to learn to know how to adjust to.

Your fate often kids you. When I paid all my heart in doing that, I forgot everything, including the physical unpleasure. I met problems again and again, I think, I never met so many problems before. And I know, how ignorane I was, I didn’t know how to do this easy thing. Before his, I thought I was not so bad at computer operation, at least in the fields of Windows, Word, Excel and PowePoint, however, this time, it really taught me a good lesson. I still need to work hard at them, I’m just a nobody, just as a child at the adults’ world. I can’t laugh at my teachers at university, because I am also a stupid when I face the computer.

When I encountered the test this time, I felt a little nervous, especially when I didn’t know how to do next. It’s a very unnormal situation to me at computer operation. I lost ll my self-confidence. I always looked computer as my good friends, and it helped me all the time, but at that time, I realized, in fact, I didn’t know my good friend very much, maybe we still have some "gaps". We can’t combinate into one body, that’s why I had no confidence, and felt nervous.

At last, after 100 minutes struggled, I got a mark about 73. I can’t be content to that mark, but my teacher said I was the best one she had known. Why I still can’t satisfy? 73, that’s enough? Though that’s because some problem of the net (exterior problem), yet I could do better. I passed, someone said I was very fortune, but, I’m afraid not!

Today is my last time to meet my organic chemistry teacher. We had our last classes this term. And at that time, I found I loved him, I am pround that have such a chemistry teacher in my life. If possbile, if I still here continue my master course, I hope he can be my teacher again.

Compare with other teachers I have met in SCAU, I think, he’s the best male teacher, and the female one must be who teach me blueprints. I can’t take them together and choose who is better. Both of them are the best, however, the advances of them are so different. The male one is very humors and the female one is very careful, the same advance of them is patient and kind hearted.

Believe or not, the male chemistry teachers in my life (till now) are all great person. They have different advances, but I like them all. One is very kind, the other is very intelligent, the last one is very humors. A man withou kind, he won’t be a gentleman. A man without intelligent, he can’t be attractive. A man without humors, the life with him must be very dull. I have so many requests about a man. In fact, the requests are important, but in some situation, I can forgive all of them, except he must have a good heart and really love me and others. I can’t imagine if a man didn’t have a good heart, and always think about himself.

I always use the highest request to my university teachers, and found all of them or most of them were really stupid. But now, I realized another important thing, that’s they are just heros in their professtional fields, and in other ones, they are just a very noraml person just as you and me. I didn’t need to be angry about them.

The thing when you almost lose it, you will feel you like it and need it. Why human beings will have such bad manner! And when you realize, it’s too late, it flow away as the time goes by, you can’t catch, you can’t forgive, you have to know how to take care if you have next time.

Tonight, I have no classes. The philsophy had be overed last week. The night have no classes, made me feel a little different. All of us feel special free now, we have spent a lot of time to chat, what a great! We didn’t have such experience for about a term!!! However, all the thing has two point, we also have to fact the final examination very soon, what a pity! In a word, I can enjoy tonight, however, I have to suffer a lot after that.

Today, in English classes, I found I was just a nobody, I had no attractive function to make my teacher focus on me. OK, I know who I am- I’m just a nobody. I used to hide from talents…