我的天

I can’t understand why there will be so many pains exist，even though when you pay all your heart in it. In my opinion, they’re lying, because I will feel nothing if I lose all my heart in something. Maybe after that, the pain will strike me severely, for I don’t know when to stop.

It’s the characteristic that they do everything effectively, and they hate others do some thing that will waste time. They don’t like wait, however, they are too quick, and so they have to wait in many situation. Sometimes I think I can’t stand anymore that in such a low speed, yet the real life tells me I have to do it again and again. I don’t like pour out my feeling to others, because I’m afraid whether it will hurt them unconsciously. My words always sting something, but I really didn’t mean to. I can keep quiet more than your imagination, because I don’t want to speak and I don’t know what I should speak.

Every Thursday, each badminton classes, I can’t have a good end. I don’t how would she have so may pain. From head to toe, perhaps some new pains will exist next time. I really had no moon to play with such a partner. From my point of view, her heart had gone away. You can’t make up any enthusiasm with her. So I kept silence, even though I spoke to her, she just would became more down. She didn’t know how to cheer herself up, instead of was good at make herself more and more down. I’m sure that, in that situation, she was not enjoying badminton a bit. Can’t we enjoy it?! Why in such low emotion all the time?

I hate this low emotion!!!!!

A whole day (about 12 hours) in laboratory! I am almost crazy now! I really had a good beginning; however I couldn’t keep the luck to the end. Maybe the gray weather and the little cold air affected me. I don’t know what happened, I have repeated this log for three time, just because some little impossible mistakes.

This morning, we did our food microbiology experiment first. That’s funny, and perhaps I used all my luck at that time. Our class was divided into 8 teams, and I am in team 6. Our teacher separated 3 missions to us, and my team did the easiest one. We just needed to scale the powder of culture medium which is called Gause’s Synthetic Agar, and then dissolved it completely in boiling water, at last moved the liquid into flask and encapsulated it, that’s all! Compared with others, we were the most effortless! They should scale a lot of material and then cooked them for a long time. I never expected I would have such a pressure beginning in food microbiology experiment.

After that, we went to search some information about our papers of food in floor three. That’s the most unfortunately time today, my flash disk was infected by computer virus! I had never had such experience before! Just now, my Kaspersky Anti-Virus had killed it. It’s a Trojan virus. The phenomenon of infected this virus is that there will be a .txt files in your flash disk, however, you can’t open it, and when you deleted it, it will appear again, and in others names! Those names are all some sensitive words. And I even wanted to format the disk to remove the entire virus, but it didn’t work! Just Anti-Virus software can solve such problem.

The food chemistry experiment in afternoon was terrible. Most of the time, we were waiting, I waited our life in that classroom, I don’t’ think that can be a good feeling.

I should stop now; I should have a good rest, and then face my two experiment reports!

I am not familiar with this topic at all, and I don’t have any interesting in it, however, no matter I love it or not, the composition of CET-4 will come out in its own way. I’m not the teacher who designs the test paper, all the thing I could do is exert myself to adjust to it. After the English classes this afternoon, I suddenly realize one thing that during the examination, when finish my compositions, the only thing I should do it do my best to show my fluent beautiful English instead of my creative mind. Even though the thought is out-of-date that won’t have any problem. The composition of CET-4 is not a stage for me to show time my idea. I should completely understand this important point. I’m just a plain Jane with new idea, but a super star with wonderful sentence. There are a great difference between writing English and speaking English, and now I should tell them apart. Composition in CET-4 is a platform to show excellence words, so my hard workings in vocabulary are meaningful now.

I have hate imitate essay since I were a pupil. In my opinion, imitate other’s articles just like thieve their fortune. Still remember when I was a little child, my parents always asked me to "imitate" others’ good words or wonderful sentences (of course, just in Chinese not in English, for they don’t know English at all). I did my best to revolt against those kinds of behavior. I even seared that I wouldn’t do that thing all my life. Nevertheless, I have to eat my words now. If I want to write a wonderful essay composition in the CET-4 that’s not far away, I should do more imitating. I should improve my ugly writing English in this way. From now on, composition is not only a way to release my feeling, but also a sword to win more awards in the furious battle. I don’t mean to do such thing, but I’m very sorry, I have to. Please forgive me.

From this line, I have to do some revolution, and today I will imitate the first paragraph of The Telecommunications Revolution (New Horizon College English 4, Unit 4, Section A) with the main idea of subway in Guangzhou:

I think you can easily pick out the sentence from the original and mine. That’s the difference of professor and everyman. Maybe it’s time for me to consult some problem from my teacher.

Revolution must be continuous!!!!!!!!!

The day after tomorrow, I will have my first microbiology experiment classes. And the Food Chemistry Experiment will come with it in the after of Wednesday. That must be a very interesting day for me. Accidentally, the classes of Food Microbiology and Food Chemistry Experiment classes also came together this afternoon. (We talked about the theory in class today.) They just like twins, in Monday and in Wednesday.

Wednesday must be my experiment day this semester. I have to do experiment all day long. At first, it’s the food microbiology experiment in the morning, and in the after it’s the food chemistry experiment. What a reality day for me! Maybe the experiment in the afternoon will last about 6 to 7 hours. That heard impossible! Nevertheless, I have to believe it, that’s the rule of nature. Perhaps human beings has some way to short that time, however our school didn’t prefer to spend so much money. As everybody known, good method means endless spend. The leaders of school would say, we should cultivate the skill of our student even though in touch situation, and it’s also known to all that the high-tech science most of time can simplify a lot of thing in a very easy way. Even though the idiot can finish the complicated experiment, because the way can be shorted into press a button. They don’t need to know how the machine works. That’s the problem of scientist. 

My microbiology teacher talked a lot about the experiment in future and how terrible had the student created today. So, he really made us very happy, how they could do such many silly things! We are not the machine that just know follow the order in the book. We should use our brain to think out the problem we meet. Unfortunately, after a long time in Chinese Education, most of our creating minds have been taken away bit by bit. 

I am eager for the experiment in future. I will really hold the science in hand at that time.

生在广州，长在广州，我就是广州人，但我对她的感觉在不断地变。

还记得小的时候，广州到底有多大，是个什么概念我根本一点都不知道，我生活的就是那么一个小圈圈，家里、幼儿园还有就是医院。大街上最多的是自行车，从幼儿园回家，家长接送的工具要么是“11路车”要么就是自行车。当时的工交车给我是什么概念？大概是分两种吧，一种是红色的，一种是蓝色的，红色的叫做“专线车”而蓝色的，则应该算是一般的公车吧。而工交车之中又有一种是有辫子的电车，还记得小的时候父母告诉我，因为她听话，所以人们就给她2个辫子了。电车的窗子和一般的工交车不同，她的窗子是搅动控制上下的，就如的士的窗一样。而一般工交车的窗子则是由2块到3块玻璃组成，那个构造下雨时特别不稳当。还有就是车内一条一条的防划木，椅子的铁框有白油漆，而坐板和靠背则是是黄色的木条构成。乘务员卖票的地方有个台子，那里通常是车挤的时候小孩子的“专坐”。

还记得那些五颜六色的车票。最最喜欢的就是那些票头，对于小孩子来说那个好玩极了，那么在做游戏的时候就可以当小乘务员了。也忘记了那些票头是那里来的。

今天要赶回来开那个·#%#￥%的级会。车子走在昏暗的路上，不知怎的想起了过去小时候生活的地方。努力想回忆起那个模样，但好像那一切都难以捉摸。还记得那些路该是怎么走的，那些蜿蜒的小巷，那些鸡蛋花树，还有当年的街坊。不知不觉我已经离开了那里5年，这5年里我好像要经常洗脑那样把知识塞进去又格式化掉。童年的记忆若隐若现。妈妈再也不穿西裙，不用雅芳化装了，我也不缠着爸爸叫他说古时的故事了。我已经长大了，大概以后不是他们领着我去搭公交车而是我载着他们去要去的地方。当某个事情你很想回忆但你又怎么都想不起来的时候你会超级郁闷痛苦，我总不可能在回学校的路上突然又回我过去生活过的地方吧。过去了，都过去了，我抓不到。

何不现在就抓住点什么，那么当我们以后要搜索回忆的时候就不会那么茫然，那么无助了，写blog是为了现在，更是为了将来……