我的天

Spring, maybe it’s good for plants, but me.The rains always fall, and the bad thing is it dosen’t very large, but rains all the time. Secondly, the fog is awful too. All the sight become obscure and jsut like cover with a light white clothers. Unfortunately, the horrible of fog I haven’t talk about. The clothes are never dry again. Today you feel it, it’s wet; and tomorrow, it’s still wet, after a lot of day, it’s dry in the end, but at that time, you can’t tell apart which clothes you have hung for a few days, because there’re too many to count in balcony, and they are all smally.

When I was a child, everybody tell me the benenfit of spring. Do they really didn’t feel the weak point of it? Or they just give me a good dream, so they tell the white lie. I personally think, spring si a bad thing, I don’t like it. In Guangzhou, I can’t find a new atomsphere from it, the glass, the trees and everything are just the same, and even worse. Because some trees are falling in this season. All the things are in fog. It’s very hard for me to see the sunshine here. What new hope it bring to us? I feel nothing except disgusting.

In such weather, my feeling is not so good, in day time I want to go to sleep. In classes, I can’t focus myself in the teacher saying. Even at night, I can’t fall asleep very well. I know it’s not all the fault of weather. My heart is the spring of the ugly phenomenon. Compaint can do nothing, it’s even waste of my life, but is any laws fobbid us scold the weather?

I know at the place of the other side of the Pacific Ocean, some Americans also have to endure the same awful weather as us. Thinking about it can make me feel better.

The experiments are alway embarrassment to me. Every time, I must make more or less mistakes. Because of careless, because of diffferent unexpectable situation. So I always found myself in trouble when doing the experiments. For this, my teahcers will be angry with me, I don’t know why I will do so many silly things, I’m not a stupid in real life, but in experiment, I can’t preict so perfect. And then, the result is I failed again in the same experiment.

Now, my chemiscal experiment teacher is the same teacher who teacher my Inorganic and Analyze Chemistry last term. I don’t think my relation of her is too bad, at least my last achievement was not so bad, I had finished all my homework by myself, yet maybe sometimes I would "fishing" in her classes.

But this term, I found the relation between she and me are not so good. I never hated her, but now I’m really a little afraid her. I have noticed, when she faced others, she always smiles, but to me, just the serious I can feel. Till now, have scold by her many times, though I know that’s all because my careless. But did she need to do such cold thing to me??? Personally, she’s right, yet to me, it’s cruel. Maybe I also do the same thing to others, and what will others think about me??? The same??? I also hated by others??? Because we two point others’ weak point without any prevent??? Directly really can hurt oithers when we don’t know. Become and unwelcome person unintentional.

The chemical experiment classes really made me embarrass, at the same time it also make me carefully know myself. Known the action I have done or doing now, I was so cruel to others. Direct is good, but sometimes we also need a euphemistical way and some humor. I’m afraid the person do so cruel to me , so are others.

Now, I’m having philosophy classes. Right now I had watched a video "Alexander The Great"(亚历山大大帝) I don’t know why it would play this in philosophy classes. Now, the teacher is telling story again, so, it’s also time to over. It’s time to pay attention to my class.

As time goes by, she left me also by chance. The teacher I didn’t like her too, though after some weeks, she found my power and even be pround of me, but I still hated her. At that time, I also learnt physics very hard, because I couldn’t lose my faces in front of her.

Went to high middle school, the situation became more unpleasant. Sent to a key physics class, the headteacher is a physics teacher. He’s sex is different from the physices teachers I had, he is a male. However, he also had a same point as the teachers I had- I hated him. But at that time, I never had ability to "give hime some colour to see see", I had do my best, but it didn’t work, so I gave up. Though I gave up the situation was not so bad as my expect, even in sometimes my physics achievement had become the top ten in class, yet it’s just an accident, I was even better than the students who chose physics.

When I was in Senior 2&3, the physics teacher changed. That’s the change point, I liked both of them, a male and a female. They are full of experience. If I had known them before, I must like physics very much, and that’s the kid to me.

Right now, I have to learn physics again. Every week, I have three physics classes and evey other week, I have two physics experiment classes. The speed of the physics classes are horrible. Each classes, the teacher cna teach a chapter, and then the homework will like the flood of water surging me again and again. The priciples of the knowledge are acceptable, but the way fo solve the real problem is another. The combination of high mathimatic and physics, it’s horrible for me.

The Friday’s evening till Saturday morning. Just sat in front of computer, I forgot the time and forge\ot the tired. You know, it’s very hard to face the computer for such a long time, and it’s also real that I didn’t feel it until I went to sleep. When I lied on the bed, the shoulders, the eyes were all tired, but the mental it encourage me really work.

I’m not a mad person, cost so many time in front of computer didin’t mean I lose myself in it. This time I didn’t watch my favourite Anita, no te rajes, from videos to its episodes. I had never so carefully in my study. For the software I don’t know, for my own websie design for more and more the things I don’t know, I become very crazy. Saturday is hard but meaningful, I enjoyed it and had learned a lot from it. I deserved to do such things. Own master study is the best teacher, and at the same time, interest is the biggest engine.

Today, I went to slept at 3:00AM and have to get up at 6:30AM. Becuase of the Red Cross training. I must arrived at its training room at SCAU at 8:30AM. The time is very tight.

The training today was also useful, it’s assessment and airway. It’s very necessary the save a people’s life.The action I had seen in many other places, such as books and all kinds of dramas. The 105 capítulo of Anita, no te rajes: Eduardo had to do such thing for te faint death Anita. And this thing in my eMule download list. However, I can’t see it!!! Compare with the half professional learning of me, what about JEA?

After that, one of my roommate and I played tennis in a very bad playground. It also need 10 yuan per hour. The ball was so bad too, my serve ball was also the terrible sight. Too short am I? So the ball was so bad. If I was higher 20 centimetre, the situation will become better, however, it couldn’t be my excuse, everybody has his/her own native weak point, it need himself/ herself to overcome it.