2005-05
21

文章被人骂了

By xrspook @ 20:32:00 归类于: 烂日记

 首先要表达一下自己的无奈之情,我的上一年的去山东的日记山东之行——(二)兖州、泰安 :: 我的天突然得到了如此的评论:

你写的都是些什么东西
真是太垃圾了
无聊至极

xrspook 回复 12 说:
第一次被人骂,我很无奈…

显然blog就是用来发牢骚的,从来就不觉得自己的文章有多么的什么什么。你认为好的可以看,不好的,你可以不看,这是你的自由。

你认为不好,我也没有办法,我无话可说。但我写的文章是我自己的真实感受,信不信由你,但我就是觉得山东的这两个地方给我的就是那些恶心和兴奋的的感受。我是不会违背自己的良心写东西的。
(2005-05-21 20:31)

12 (www.666ccc.com)   发表于  2005-05-21 10:47

对他/她的评论深表无奈。我无话可说,第一次被人骂:(没想到说真话说真感受也会被素未谋面的陌生人XX,原来自己写blog为了不被别人误会,不伤害别人也好痛苦啊!!!

尽管如此,我还是会坚持我一向的风格,继续发牢骚,继续“我天地,我胡来!”看来大家还是没有看懂我的题目“我的天”的意思,更不明白它的解释为什么是“我天地,我胡来!”我就是为了可以自由,可以随心所欲,没有别的。

随便你们说什么,这就是我的风格,不吐不快。我就是无聊,“吹咩”!

当我看到这条评论的时候我的第一个反应是愕然,然后是无奈,第三是想马上把它删掉,甚至有点侮辱的感觉。但随便啦,就让它留着,这就是我的历史,我还要好好保留,然后甚至为它写如此一篇日记。人生就是这样,没有一路顺风的,谁不是磕磕碰碰过来,谁没有这样失落的时刻,我要保留,让它留着,永垂不朽,这就是我经历过的。

无论被骂多少次,我依然会坚持“我天地,我胡来”。

2005-05
20

应该笑吗?!

By xrspook @ 21:34:43 归类于: 烂日记
2005-05
19

Big Wind

By xrspook @ 18:04:22 归类于: 烂日记

What a big wind here!! Outside the room, on the corridor, the wind just like can blow me away!!! My feeling is not so cool but a little cold, like a big ice putting in front fo a enormous electric fan, the little cold wind blows and blows.

However, even though with such a big blow, it also can’t blow away the thick clouds whether or not can be blew away maybe need a while to see. But the clouds are really very thick, just like the gray thick ones in my heart. Do you know it? Now, I’m sitting on the corridor and writting this diary, the wind never stopped even a minute, maybe I should believe it can do the thing in my hope, and believe the God, believe the pray of me he can hear an let it come true. I see a little shadow of my gel-pen now, the sun is coming perhapse. I ‘m changed my writting place now. Return to the room inside…

I really can’t be agree with the idea of some of my roommates. They want to have a air-condition machine here, in the little apartment. If I’m the old xrspook, I will scold at them at once, and say "You’re day dreaming!" But now, I prefer put all the complaint in heart, I can’t show it out though I feel bad. As they said, I know they were not kidding, if possible it really will happen. At the same time, I’m afraid this terrbile nightmare will really come true.

We are here is not for enjoying our comfortable life. Because their life in the past are too perfect, and hte life here is too awful, so they have such an idea. But we are from different families and different condition, I don’t like the life here, yet I prefer to stand it. The experience of my past tell me I must adapt to it. I change myself instead of the ourside environment changed. So I won’t have such day dream or eager.

Life need person to adjust to, do more exactly thing instead fo dreaming.

To be more realistic, do the most of the job by yourself, and leave the final result to the God.

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2005-05
18

Crazy Hot Day

By xrspook @ 17:56:35 归类于: 烂日记

Is it summer now? Or it’s just a start? I can’t stand such weather! I can see the lovely blue sky, and some clouds is flowing over it, I also see the sunshine. The scenery is great, but to me, it’s a hell. Too hot to all the living things, nothing can stand this weather, nothing will be comfortable in it. It’s too hot!!! The hot weather isn’t made by the really sun, but by the mirror of the clouds. The clouds reflect the light of sun, and entend it, so the air become special hot, just like more than a sun exist.

Last night, I didn’t bring my electric fan to bed, this morning, when I woke up, all my body was almost wet. As a result, unusually, I had my morning shower. However, the cool feeling didn’t last long, just after a few minutes, all my body was full of sweat again.

Now, I found a special situation was that no matter where you go, you must bring the fan with you, even though you can forget to bring your mobile-phone. It’s a hard life without fan. But I also found a strange fact, though the weather was extremly hot, and you feel hot as well, yet after sitting at a place for a while, you’ll feel better, and even won’t feel any hot, and after a short time, you’ll feel hto again. I don’t know whether is because there’s something wrong with my feeling physical organ. However, that’s really my true feeling.

The classes passd as they used to be, I felt another things abouit that. I’m sitting in the classroom, not always listen carefully to the teacher, something will flash into my mind, and have a new idea. Most of them are about computer and my website. I don’t know whether it means I can’t focus. When I was a child, many people forbid children and students to do it in class, however, if it’s good for us, can we think it when we don’t disturb others and misss the important part of the classes.

In fact, the weather today can’t be said it’s good. I saw the clouds more then the sun. Maybe the definition fo good weather fo me must change a little: smile sunshine, blue sky and cool wind!

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2005-05
17

Bad Day, Believe Sunshine

By xrspook @ 17:55:51 归类于: 烂日记

I know the God won’t at your side all the time, today is the best example to prove that fact.

At first, this morning, we practised tennis, the weather was not so good, had many clouds. I couldn’t see the sun with is brightly smile. No matter what, we started our plan. However, I couldn’t find my moon, i was not myself all the time. I didn’t know how to control, the pat in my had was stil the same one, but I didn’t know how to manage it. The only excurise is the ball, the ball changed, I didn’t adapt it well that maybe the problem. But as a good player, he/she should be familiar to all balls. The ball was good, but me not.

And then, when I went to have my chemical experiment classes, " the cats and dogs" came. I was almost wet from head to toe. I didn’t know whether that was the God scold me, and then giving me some color to see see, however, I was really in trouble. I didn’t why there was such a big rainy exist, but it really happened.

This experiment maybe the last one of this term. The continue two weeks we will do the experiment at the base of it. However, we failed. We failed at the last step, we did the experiment for 3 hours, after a lot of difficulty, at the straight line to the ending, we failed, we failed at the last 15 minutes. How we could do that! Do you know how down I was at that moment? The perforated, and our hearts were broken as the event happened.

At the last step, a unanticipate thing happened. I am a careless one, I am a foolish all the time, but why you asked me to get such a result at this situation? The succussful experiment of this term maybe make me too careless, and don’t know I am the stupid one, the experiment will easily fail in one or two tiny problems. Oversee it is my fault. I can’t complain anybody, anything including the God. It’s all my fault, not yours!

The bad luck will pass by, the sun will smile on me one day.

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