我的天

The dream last night was so strange, about the blooding giving, my mother and something that was funny. I don’t knon why I would have such dreams. I suddenly remember them when I was going to have my breakfast. They were so real, of course, everytime when I was dreaming I would think it’s true. Am I very childish? But one thing is improved step by step, the reality of the dream, all the people and surroundings are clearer and clearer. Maybe that’s because my experience is gaining as time goes by.

However, today, I’m not myself…

I will have my mid physical examination tomorrow moring. I hate that! Have such a result because our teacher ate her words. At the beginning of this term, sh etold us that we just need to finish a physical essay, and won’t have to face a mid exam. Howeve, now, she said, because of our so "perfect" homework finishing that we have ot have al exam to check our study. How can she do that!!! If she had said there would be such a thing, I won’t scold her, but she broke her words!!!

We are nothing but the little sheep which were played in others hands.

The things have happened just liked nightmare to me.However, it’s known to all that the hard situation will go through very sooon. The rainbow will come after the rain.

Mothers’ Day means nothing to me, I paid no attention to it in the past. I didn’t know whether my mother have the same idea or not. I never care about her feeling about, did she eager toi get somethings from me today? Did she want to have some congratulation from me at this very time? Now I found that something you can’t express by face to face but words. Today I sent my first best wishes to her by SMS. The function of mobile phone is so great, it help me to do something that I never have done before. Now, I have some excited to ask my mother to see two articles that I have written for a long tiem but til now still have courage to ask her to read. I really want to call her at once, and ask her to do that.

The reply from Robin wondered why I didn’t have courage to do that. I don’t know, I can’t speak it out of my mouth, though I really want to by heart. Human is a strange thing that even you are, however, you don’t know how to explain. Why I have confident to write them, but didn’t dare to speak out loud them? May be I will speak it out loud later today.

Talking about the process to get here this moring. Just one word can discrbile it– horrible. There are too many people squeezing in the bus, you touched more than 4 people in a place, a lot people surrounding you, you really seemed out of breathing. And the most terrilbe problem was you were otoo short, os the railing was almost out of reaching. You did your best to make you higher and higher, however, I met the traffice jam, because the time I left was rush hour. The bus went and stopped, rolling here and there, and I almost brought about 10kg things with me. The rain, the peole, and the busy road made a horrible experience to me.\

The hell has gone,I believerthe happiness will come soon.

可恶的哲学论文,    终于搞定了，实在太可恶了！那个老师好绝没有定题目，结果就想得我半死，哲学这东西的确可以“吹水”，而且可以大吹特吹，但没有话题怎么吹。也许有人会随便在网上找篇文章然后就ctrl+c然后ctrl+v搞定，最难为他们的就是多打几个字，那几个字当然就是班别名字啦！为了不方便懒人们，虽然自己的文章不好，虽然自己的文章可以说得上很臭，但在这个“非常”时刻，我是不会把它公布的。我发誓，在2个星期后，当我们交作业以后我一定会把文章放在这里供大家的指点评价。但现在，绝对不可以，首先是不要方便懒人们，其次我真的怕我这个原作者反而被认为是copy那些懒人们的，毕竟自己是原作者，也要维护自己的利益啊！

想太多也不好，所以随便找了个题目就努力了，写的是“美是什么”这其实是老师在一节辩论课的题目，但这个千古哲学问题也挺好说的，干嘛不谈谈呢？

其实我吹水也不是乱吹，起码我也找过资料啊！

我的文章现在不能看，我查过的资料还是可以公开的：

①《现代汉语词典》P863，北京，商务印书馆，1996

② http://www.soci.niu.edu/~phildept/Dye/forms.html

③ http://www.yqzx.net/bbs/topic.asp?topic_id=474&forum_id=14

④ 《思想政治》（全日制普通高级中学教科书[试用本]， [必修]二年级[上册]），P98，广东，人民教育出版社，2002）

最喜欢的就是http://www.soci.niu.edu/~phildept/Dye/forms.html  

简直就是超喜欢它的Platonic Forms虽然全部都是英文，还是很有耐性地看完了，原来它的意思并不是很深奥，几乎不用翻译工具，那些所谓专业性词语都是不断出现，所以并不难理解。原来那个柏拉图也不是太深奥，起码我明白了他到底耍什么花招。我还要一边看，一边口译呢！不过当然只有我自己明白自己在说什么，一边听着西文歌，一边做那些哲学东西的口译，我也不知道当时的自己是多么的恐怖，反正，超恐怖就是了。音量一定超大，不过爸妈都知道我在做正经事，没有投诉。不知道他们有没有一点明白我在翻译什么？没有问，看来很有必要问一下。

下面就是摘选的几句（说是几句，几乎是几段了：）Platonic Forms：

Forms as class concepts. If A is a certain woman and B is a certain statue and both “A is beautiful” and “B is beautiful” are true statements, one might be tempted to think of the woman and the statue as participating in or sharing some common property–beauty, despite their being otherwise quite different. This is the way Plato thinks, and he calls the common property ‘beauty itself,’ as distinct from the particular beauty of either woman or statue (unfortunately, translators often feel compelled to turn Plato’s ‘beauty itself’ into “ideal beauty” or “absolute beauty”).

Of course we find ourselves saying things like ‘This woman is beautiful’ and ‘That statue is beautiful,’ long before we have thought about–if we ever do–what ‘the beautiful itself’ (or ‘beauty’) is.

Scientific statements, as well as the definitions of virtues sought by Socrates in Plato’s dialogues, are not about particular facts or objects but about univerals.

突然发现自己很孩子气，发现自己的blog太多花俏的东西了。真的也不知道有什么用，反正就留在那里，当时放上去的时候真的很有原因，真的觉得很好玩，如今，自己追求的却是一种简单。

因为自己的“花心”把：

In 24 hours, you are linked from:

Google [35]
百度――全球最大中文搜索引擎 [27]
BlogBus论坛 [9]
游荡在心际边缘 [4]
本站网络实名:3721 [2]
http://search.sohu.com/websearch/websearch.do [1]
http://search.qq.com/cgi-bin/search [1]

Find out who linked to you!. —Booso

放在主页上，导致现在主页超级变形：

都是自己做的“恶”果。但如果那些东西不放在这里，我放到那里去啊！这里是我唯一见人的地方，我不在这里我可以到那里？

很在意自己blog的可观性，但却忽略了自己很严重的饿一点。自己电脑的分辨率是800*600，但如今更多更多的人用的是1024*768，结果主页的title图片不成样子。大概自己的朋友都是用800*600，所以没有人向我提出过这个问题。

如果把这里作为见人的地方，我必须要考虑到这点，我的对象是别人，而不只是自己。但作为自己的blog，一个用来抒发感情的地方，一个用来放收集东西的地方，我根本不用考虑别人看到什么，自己喜欢，自己觉得好就好。

还记得blog刚开始流行的时候是用来给一些IT行业的人员作为一个存放随手收集资料的地方，请注意，是“随手”，但现在，有更多更多的人把一大堆精神放进去，为了美化，为了更多更多的用途。突然很想问一下自己，到底自己blog的定位是什么呢？我已经将大把大把的“心机”放进去，但我自己的blog里面的内容却更像一个杂物箱，在网上生活上的东西都放进去，不但有自己的日记，而且还有自己搜集的网文网事，使用技巧，甚至还有新闻。

时代在发展，谁也说不准现在的blog到底意味着什么，为了什么。随它而去吧。

很随意的机会，发现了一个叫做斌斌 De 有声 Blog, 首先应该是斌斌先来我这里留言我才发现了他的。开始我还以为是我的同学（因为的确从前有个好朋友叫做斌斌，不过他现在应该正在烦恼高考）。发现了什么叫做“专业”。开他的blog真的要好久好久，因为里面有个播放器还有版头是flash来的。也许对他来说，flash只是一件很简单的事，而我却是怎么都不会想到该怎么去做的。也喜欢他的东西，平实，生活其实很简单，也很单纯。

一向认为“高手们”都是深藏不露的，所以高手们的blog都超简单，他们需要的是速度。但看完斌斌的blog以后，我有一点点改观，其实他们要把一个blog做得漂亮根本不需要如我们那样前思后想，又或者前思后想已经是他们网页设计的一部分。

他是唯一一个我觉得不高深的“专业人士”。“专业人士”的生活其实也很简单。特别他把写blog比喻成“裸奔”，有点绝，不过不无道理。所以，会常去的。

生活原来可以如此简单。是时候收敛一下自己花俏的页面了，简单，就好。同时，自己好看就行了，别人看到什么是别人的事，因为我是我的天——我天地，我胡来!