2005-03
15

Chemical Experiment Embarrassing

By xrspook @ 20:45:54 归类于:烂日记

The way of my learning chemistry was better than the physics one. Though it’s experiments also have the smae situation as my phyiscs experiments, what can I do???

The experiments are alway embarrassment to me. Every time, I must make more or less mistakes. Because of careless, because of diffferent unexpectable situation. So I always found myself in trouble when doing the experiments. For this, my teahcers will be angry with me, I don’t know why I will do so many silly things, I’m not a stupid in real life, but in experiment, I can’t preict so perfect. And then, the result is I failed again in the same experiment.

Now, my chemiscal experiment teacher is the same teacher who teacher my Inorganic and Analyze Chemistry last term. I don’t think my relation of her is too bad, at least my last achievement was not so bad, I had finished all my homework by myself, yet maybe sometimes I would "fishing" in her classes.

But this term, I found the relation between she and me are not so good. I never hated her, but now I’m really a little afraid her. I have noticed, when she faced others, she always smiles, but to me, just the serious I can feel. Till now, have scold by her many times, though I know that’s all because my careless. But did she need to do such cold thing to me??? Personally, she’s right, yet to me, it’s cruel. Maybe I also do the same thing to others, and what will others think about me??? The same??? I also hated by others??? Because we two point others’ weak point without any prevent??? Directly really can hurt oithers when we don’t know. Become and unwelcome person unintentional.

The chemical experiment classes really made me embarrass, at the same time it also make me carefully know myself. Known the action I have done or doing now, I was so cruel to others. Direct is good, but sometimes we also need a euphemistical way and some humor. I’m afraid the person do so cruel to me , so are others.

Now, I’m having philosophy classes. Right now I had watched a video "Alexander The Great"(亚历山大大帝) I don’t know why it would play this in philosophy classes. Now, the teacher is telling story again, so, it’s also time to over. It’s time to pay attention to my class.

Maybe, embarrassing can be a good thing.

2005-03
14

Super High Jump- A Course in Physics

By xrspook @ 20:26:39 归类于:烂日记

A Course in Physics, I’m not afraid of it. The history o fmy learning physics is so miracle. The first time I knew physics when I was in middle school, the time I had physics as my formal course, that situation was not so good, in my opinion, my first teacher (Lily) was a terrible person. But as our friendshiop came out by chance, my feeling turn from hate to like. I studied physics hard, because I wanted to give her more success. Have such a student, I hope she could be pround of me.

As time goes by, she left me also by chance. The teacher I didn’t like her too, though after some weeks, she found my power and even be pround of me, but I still hated her. At that time, I also learnt physics very hard, because I couldn’t lose my faces in front of her.

Went to high middle school, the situation became more unpleasant. Sent to a key physics class, the headteacher is a physics teacher. He’s sex is different from the physices teachers I had, he is a male. However, he also had a same point as the teachers I had- I hated him. But at that time, I never had ability to "give hime some colour to see see", I had do my best, but it didn’t work, so I gave up. Though I gave up the situation was not so bad as my expect, even in sometimes my physics achievement had become the top ten in class, yet it’s just an accident, I was even better than the students who chose physics.

When I was in Senior 2&3, the physics teacher changed. That’s the change point, I liked both of them, a male and a female. They are full of experience. If I had known them before, I must like physics very much, and that’s the kid to me.

Right now, I have to learn physics again. Every week, I have three physics classes and evey other week, I have two physics experiment classes. The speed of the physics classes are horrible. Each classes, the teacher cna teach a chapter, and then the homework will like the flood of water surging me again and again. The priciples of the knowledge are acceptable, but the way fo solve the real problem is another. The combination of high mathimatic and physics, it’s horrible for me.

The history of physics is so up and down, just like a miracle. Today, the road becomes hard to me again, maybe I can make a miracle, who knows?

2005-03
13

Meaningful Weedkend

By xrspook @ 20:05:23 归类于:烂日记

If I said it’s weekend, I’d better say it’s Saturday, just a Saturday without Sunday. All my happiness las completely ruined by the awful things.

The Friday’s evening till Saturday morning. Just sat in front of computer, I forgot the time and forge\ot the tired. You know, it’s very hard to face the computer for such a long time, and it’s also real that I didn’t feel it until I went to sleep. When I lied on the bed, the shoulders, the eyes were all tired, but the mental it encourage me really work.

I’m not a mad person, cost so many time in front of computer didin’t mean I lose myself in it. This time I didn’t watch my favourite Anita, no te rajes, from videos to its episodes. I had never so carefully in my study. For the software I don’t know, for my own websie design for more and more the things I don’t know, I become very crazy. Saturday is hard but meaningful, I enjoyed it and had learned a lot from it. I deserved to do such things. Own master study is the best teacher, and at the same time, interest is the biggest engine.

Today, I went to slept at 3:00AM and have to get up at 6:30AM. Becuase of the Red Cross training. I must arrived at its training room at SCAU at 8:30AM. The time is very tight.

The training today was also useful, it’s assessment and airway. It’s very necessary the save a people’s life.The action I had seen in many other places, such as books and all kinds of dramas. The 105 capítulo of Anita, no te rajes: Eduardo had to do such thing for te faint death Anita. And this thing in my eMule download list. However, I can’t see it!!! Compare with the half professional learning of me, what about JEA?

After that, one of my roommate and I played tennis in a very bad playground. It also need 10 yuan per hour. The ball was so bad too, my serve ball was also the terrible sight. Too short am I? So the ball was so bad. If I was higher 20 centimetre, the situation will become better, however, it couldn’t be my excuse, everybody has his/her own native weak point, it need himself/ herself to overcome it.

How eager sitting in front of computer, I believe, if you give me more chances, I can do a good job in it!

2005-03
12

对着电脑发了疯了

By xrspook @ 22:29:24 归类于:烂日记

今天真的发了疯了,发了疯了……其实“发了疯了”这句话首先深刻出现在我的印象中是在当年那个课本改编舞台剧《药》里面,里面的一个无关紧要的小茶客听到夏瑜不笼络红眼阿义(小卒)而且还劝阿义闹革命时说的……还清楚记得当年自己扮康大叔的恶棍模样,一个女生扮成那样,于是第一次在那个班里面红火了一下。

今天我则是对着电脑发疯。昨天晚上上网看东西外加打日记,于是今天早上5:00才睡觉。在半睡半醒中,脑子里还是不停的Dreamweaver在飞来飞去。简直不知道自己是睡是醒。然后就是不断告诉自己不要那么急,要睡足觉才起来,以前是睡懒觉,现在是强迫自己多睡一会儿。

昨天在开着“天网”的前提下才大着胆子,到那些随时都会中毒中木马的网站下载Cuteftp,下载了Cuteftp v7.0Cuteftp Pro3.3,最后是安装了后者,两者都有了汉化,但前者好像在破解方面还不完善。其实旧的东西也不一定不好,反而经过很多人的验证反而更可靠。

终于改掉了自己这里的背景音乐,Take Me to Your Heart都用了几乎半年了,是时候换了。到处都是翻唱歌曲的网站,到处都是大容量,但是要不就是限期,要不就是慢,要不就是……对于写申请,我已经耳熟能详了,简直可以说是驾轻就熟。于是合适的放.mp3的地方还是没找到。于是就放了个超小的.mid文件,才23.42KB,  是Amo(AXEL FERNANDO).mid文件,其实也挺好听,起码我喜欢。放在blogbus里面,不接触外面的风风雨雨,恩恩怨怨,blogbus能开它就能开,多了一份安全。

到处在找主页空间。首要条件当然是免费。首先去了虎翼网danzhu用的网我放心,很多人都在51.net上用blog,是通过, 通过这东西就可以在任意的主页上搞blog, 显然速度比一般的blog网站快了很多,而且从网址上也再也看不出是一般的blog了,不过当然功能方面就会少一点。大多这样做的都是高手,高手不需要花巧,他们更多的是需要简洁,快捷。从简单的页面看出一点灵光的思维。用那个创作共用,起码就要首先蒙一堆操作上的英文。这个我当然不怕,Powered by Blogger已经练就我那种东西,不过想起自己的Powered by Blogger就凄惨了,自己完全是用来试验,是用来尝新,一点没有真正用到来写。

然后今天不断地找免费的主页空间,不找不知道,原来找那东西也是有一定难度的。无论多大,10MB也好50MB也好甚至100MB也好,反正就是不会适合的。10MB,50MB的不用说,单个文件的上存就是不允许超过200KB(附近吧,虎翼网就是200KB),100MB的中国可以说我到现在找不到。突然想到当年花了九牛二虎之力才搞到的当时很厉害号称1GB邮箱,100MB主页空间,250MB的相册的spymac,注册它可一点不容易。不过也知道它的速度一定会很慢。慢不慢也不是太重要最重要的是可以在中国直接打开,我已经受够那种只能用代理网站上的外国东西,但结果,FTP是连上了,但主页还是它的那个广告,而我自己的则,不知所终。我知道,一定是我的东西放错了什么地方了。不过我实在不想跟那个蚂蚁再耗下去。相比虎翼网的FTP,它简直就是蚂蚁之中的蚂蚁。

有网页放上去当然也是仓促做出来的。也不管什么DreamweaverDreamweaver了,因为开这个专业的实在太慢,耗内存,于是随便就用Frontpage,胡乱之中就做了2个有点联系的页面。放上了虎翼网。不过已经很有成功感了!以前是在学校教过网站的功课,不过当时是用模板,现在才知道什么叫做绝对网址,和相对网址。不试过亲手做的网页放在网上根本不会意识到绝对和相对网址这东西。这次又让我长进了。无论好不好,先看看我这个胡乱的东西吧:http://xrspook.go.51.net

然后整个下午就耗在做Flash上,一直不知道Flash是怎么用的,听是听到我都腻了,但告诉看到我这篇日记的人一个秘密,我到今天才知道怎么用Flash做会动的东西。是不是很笨?其实是因为我从来就没有放时间进去,每次打开它都是在5分钟之内关掉,也没看过什么书,又不想看它自带的教程,于是……

晚上开始又在寻找心爱的主页空间。无计可施于是就在www.bravenet.com 注册了,记得以前注册过,不过忘了,好像是在www.jorgeenriqueabello.net 留言本那里就是用这个东西的,当时可以进入,现在很久没去过了,不知道。反正在www.bravenet.com申请了100MB主页空间,单个文件大小不限,月流量是1.5GB,但是可恶的东西,刚刚试了。又是直接上不了,又要用代理前缀,不但慢而且麻烦。本来是想用来放歌的,现在又泡汤了,肯定开不了,除非用虚拟域名连到可以上的网站。也不知道这样做到底行不行,而且用Cuteftp上存了的东西只有图片和页面可以正常显示,上存了3首.mp3上存那里是完成了,但在远程列表那里却什么也没有,都不知发生什么事了。无论如何也说一说那个我是主人,我都上不了的主页吧:http://xrspook.bravehost.com 这种情况也不是第一次了,第一次是在blogger的主页,都是用代理就能上,但是就只是网页上不了,管理的地方却一点没有问题,真怪死了,那里是http://regalo.blogshot.com 真不明白,为什么外国的主页就是上不了,我可是很清纯的内容啊!但就是不分青红皂白一律封,这样子太过分了吧。

明天很早就要回去SCAU红会培训了。我还没有尝试过我梦寐的自己写留言本还有做层叠式的菜单。看来这个星期是没有时间了。

好无奈啊!!!!原来对着电脑做正经事是这么耗时间的。

真是发了疯了!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-03
12

Why I Choose sth. Over sth. Else (publish on weekend)

By xrspook @ 4:21:35 归类于:想当年的作业

If my choice more restricted between teaching and doing business, the former would hold more attration for me.

For one, in my opinion, teaching means share or devote oneself without any paid. Maybe it heard a little bragging. Yet let more people share the knowledge, and know the successful experience, it's not only good for us but our next generation. Without teacher, the knowledge can't pass from now to future.

By contrast with it, in my eyes, business is just personality and selfdish. A good businessman won't care anyone except himself, the self center thought it's the most important thing to a successful merchant. Without benefit, how a good business come out???

For another, I can very enjoy the process of teaching others. The moment you teach someone and then he gets it, that feeling of successful is difficult to destribe by word. In contrast to that, I think if I become very successful in my business, it will mean someone has missed his golden chance and maybe lose his job. I get the great achivement that other must fail to them. There won't exit a two successful between others and me.

And the most stricking difference between both lies in the way of life. Teaching alway a happy job and relax thing to me, because it can help people directly. Let people know whatever I know. On contrary, the business life is so busy. Everyday must think about what others are thinking, and then make a correct prediction. Do so much it's just for keeping the business or let it become better. Have that kinds of life must be very tired. Though the money of business can't compare with teaching.

From the comparisions and contrasts above, anyone cna conclude that my preference for teaching is more reasonable.

(Write to teacher: I think 150 words it's not enough to write such article, because it need to compare, andthe view of points also requeire at least 3. If each sgle point write 2 sentences, the article have become longer than 150 words. In my opinion, the construction of the article is important, and the sentence pattern is important too, but pay too much attention at them but forget the content and fluency, it is also not a good article.)

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