2004-12
5

回到地狱

By xrspook @ 16:38:01 归类于:烂日记

地狱之沙又再次向我袭来,烟尘再次把我淹没,又身处与世隔绝的“土包子”之地。汽车颠簸在无法想象的烂路上,这就是使我有“骑马”,甚至“骑疯牛”的经验。鼻子和车窗的几次经历几乎是亲密接触,PP离开了椅子后又再次重重地摔到上面。这就是每次回到五山公寓的必经之验。路还是那条路,烟尘还是那样漫天飞舞。这就是我的生活和学习的“高等学府”,与其这样说,不如说是个超级不合格,在市区会被人罚N mol次的建筑工地。

还是那个例会,还是那个“唐老鸭”,语法错误,语句不通顺的“演讲”,不明白,真的不明白,为什么要一个体校毕业生来当一个04级的辅导员,她连说多不都以清楚表达。然后是几个部的部长和副部长的一番轮攻。真的不明白为什么每个星期都会有那么多话要说,真的那么忙吗?

现实总是痛苦的,虚拟的生活使我快乐。blogbus重开了,又可以上了,但并不是我想象中的那样升级,也许是升级不成功吧。还有那个“恢复数据”功能原来是假的,并不可以真正利用,幸好我每次都保留数据。danzhu说留言本那边不能用是因为我们的机的cookie(小甜心)把它禁了,并不是那个网站有collapse了,用代理可以上,但什么叫做代理啊!这次又探明了一个问题,就是hacha3.X版本我及一大部分人之所以不能用是因为它的语言是“西班牙语(传统)”而hacha 2.X版本的语言则是“英语(美国)”,应该是我的系统不匹配,许多人的系统也不匹配(大概是用翻版的缘故),我以后就再也不用再试了,一天不用正版,一天问题也许都解决不了。新的hacha 3.04也出了,可以选择自动删除原始的.0,.1……的文件,与用wmr下载后的合并一样方便,但可惜的是我用不了,科技进步,我却停滞不前,好失败啊!

这个星期的eMule也很争气,一共下载了7个文件,Anita, no te rajes的Cap5,36,48,51,40b和用图片组成的交响乐做背景音乐的las millon cara,感觉一般般,但每张图片的质量都几乎一样,这也是挺难的。Cap 5有JEA打网球的片段,真的好臭啊!甚至比我还要臭,不知是他装出来的还是真实水平。他的开球因为抛得太低,因此动作好象很“小气”的样子。他一共打了4球,第一球打出去对方回了,然后他下网了;第二球他打在对方身上;第三球他也是对方回了后他打下网了;第四球他没心情了,也不向上抛球,就随便像我上课那样把球打过去了,不过他没等球弹地就打了。但从他最后的一拍,他以前的动作应该是装出来的,因为最后一拍,他无意中打得很标准。我之所以有那么专业的评论,因为在看他之前在电视上看到了西班牙对美国的高级比赛,与高手相比,哦~~~实在差太远了!!!!嘻嘻!!!

我发誓,当我学会了网球以后绝对不会打得那么烂的!!!!!

2004-12
4

Advantagre of Computer(for debate)

By xrspook @ 22:54:29 归类于:想当年的作业

The advantages of computer today are too many to count. It is changing our daily life day by day. Think about it, if we live without computer, what will happen? It's known to all, our classes are using computer and other media. Without computer, the teachers must shout to us evevry class, and they must use chalk, you know, the dust of chalk is not good for all of us. Computer let us learn easily and activity, it's convenient for us to study.

Such is human nature, that all of us want to be lazy. Because of the same thought, the world is developing. If you can go to a place by car, will you still on foot? Auto eletric machine changes our life, and all of these we must thank to the develpoed of computer. Our life become more and more convenient, that's the meritorious deers of computer. Without computer, the factories have to break down, and the mordern technical industry won't come out!

Can you live without computer? The computer and internet have become an important part of our life. Take me as example, I have my own website, and every weekend I will go home and write a lot of essays on it. I can let many people to read my arcticles and share my feeling. Without computer, must I write to some media and endless waiting their publication? At the same time, we can learn a lot from computer, all kinds of information can be searched easily. We just need to do some easy operation, instead of losing ourselves in books's ocean to find what we need! In my opinion, till now, computer s the fastest way to find information.

Computer also let us communicate more often. QQ, MSN message, Yahoo message, I think you guys won't feel strange to them. They almost become a unbreakable part of your computer life. But have you realize, till you start your QQ life, you have communincated many more than before? Without visual barrier, you can easily start your comversation with strangers. Do you know your skill of communication have improved? Because of computer, we can make our friendship over continent and ocean, I have a spanish friend, that's because of internet and computer.

Computer is very patient. He will obey all your orders, without complain anything. Through all kinds of sofeware we also cna develop our various porfessinal skills.

From computer, we can enhance our self-cognition, and the operation exchange with it also help us to develop confidence. It makes us understand a lot from the world.

After all, to computers advantage, can you negative anymore?!

2004-12
4

寻书

By xrspook @ 21:21:36 归类于:烂日记

一觉醒来,感觉很好,疼的地方不疼,累的人不累,是一个出游的好时机。通宵的电脑,eMule已经完全下载2个文件,分别是Anita, no te rajesCapítulo 51&5,不过两个.rar文件都是下载完毕,但是Part文件状态为:磁盘空间不足,因此无论如何都接受不到文件,我都不知如何是好。今天早上已经试过关掉重开eMule N次,但并不能解决问题,直到现在问题都是没有解决。肉到嘴边就是吃不了,好郁闷。

今天一心想去买“无机与分析化学(高等教育出版社)”的参考书,实在顶不顺没有帮助地学这无机与分析化学。但是找到我要死都找不到,所有的都是有一大堆各种版本的高数(同济5版)参考书,其它的的就是一大堆的电脑、经管、医学方面的书。想找化学都很难,即使看到的也是寥寥几本有机化学(不知是什么版本)。找到有一个铺位有很多高等教育出版社书,一看就知道是我的课本,红红绿绿,红的都是电和机械方面的,很高兴看到我的无机与分析化学的教科书,但一问之下,原来她没有卖它的参考书的,看她的样子好像其它都有,就是不进我要找的书,真气死。看到马上就要成功了,却原来扑个空。

被NCE的单词让我产生了对看它的第三册DEVELOPING SKILLS的欲望,就顺便买了本旧版的,原价才9.70元,8折后只需7.60元,如果要买新版的肯定要二,三十,而且旧版的更容易携带,只是纸质较难看,没关系啦。也终于买了浙江文艺出版社J.M.库切系列的最后一本落下的《彼得堡的大师》
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 ,到此为止,终于买全了。我已经爱上了库切浙江文艺出版社,这个出版社的书都比较奇怪,特别,别人肯定没有,不象译文译林出版社那样只会出一些经典的人人都知道的很滥的经典。浙江文艺出版社出的都是一些当代或现代的作家,那些家喻户晓的东西,它大都不会出,这就是我喜欢它的原因。而且它的书更新速度快,每年都几乎有新书出版,跟上时代的速度很重要,出不同类型的书也很重要,它都做到了。但它出的书可能不会被一些人喜欢,但有自己的特色,我十分欣赏它,我会一直支持的。

结果要买的没有买,没打算买的买了2本,这就是“有心栽花花不成,无心插柳柳成荫”,有些东西是强求不来的。我的唯一希望是购书中心,但那里人流量那么大,有也会随时没有,看来我又要望天打卦了。

2004-12
3

blog,使我爱上写作

By xrspook @ 21:06:22 归类于:烂日记

还记得当年小的时候写作文的痛苦经历。每篇东东都要起稿,然后经过妈妈的审阅,然后经过修改抄正,再次审阅,重复几次,然后方可抄正,我的天!痛苦死了。每次的作文来了都头痛得要死,因为根本没有任何材料可写,身边千千万万的事在身边溜走,但我视而不见。况且我从小就不喜欢抄别人的东西,即使是写作小册子归纳的描写词句我都不爱“参考”,我觉得参考了就是抄别人的东西,不诚实。在这样一个母亲和这样的性格之下,我的写作一直处在痛苦之中。

初高中离开了母亲的束缚,终于有一点“大展拳脚”的机会,但作文题目的限制,和作业的繁忙,令我也错过了许多。为交作业而写,为完成任务而写,有时甚至是极端的应付。课本的落后也是我写不出好文的制约之一。直到高三,无边无际的作文压过来,我不能再把心关在笼子里,用没有感情的文字应付,于是,我的眼,我的心,我终于有一点儿打开心窗。无边的作文使我觉得作文不再是件难事,随时遇到,见招拆招,开始有一点随心所欲。但无论怎样,那还是有限制的。

直到我开始自己的blog,为自己而写,不为别人,不怕别人嘲笑(因为可能没人看),但又可以让别人看到,感觉真的不错。其实开始的时候根本一头冒水,开blog的原因真的搞不懂,自己傻呆呆的写啊写,也没有什么感觉。感触特别深的可以说没有。

每天都写,每天都打,心和电脑有一天终于合二为一,终于习惯了用电脑表达内心的感受。我承认,我的文章,特别是大学生活的文章的确有点流水帐,但人不可能天天都有灵感,我不是专业的作家,我要学习,我要其它的生活,我的资料,我的输入就是日常生活,我没有创造地狱和天堂的能力。令我感动的只有亲情和友情,爱情我没试过,我没有发言权,所以我在这个问题上保持沉默。

过上独立的大学生活,使我对亲情的感受越来越深刻。当局者迷,一直没有珍惜到自己的拥有。通过写作,我似乎可以把内心说不出来的东西表现出来,而且真切。写作的目的就是表现自己的感受,最高的境界是打动他人,使别人产生共鸣。我真的不会写华丽的词句,我也不会写,也永远不会写,浅白的东西,平淡的例子,已经够了。我只是一个普通人,我没有惊天动地的大故事。

blog,真的感谢你,你给了我一个发展的空间,一个展示的平台!

2004-12
2

Bad Luck

By xrspook @ 2:08:08 归类于:烂日记

Can you believe how bad luck I was today? I hurt many times in a day.

At the very beginning, it's not so bad. The chemistry classes I could hear very earnest, because I had finished all the chemistry homework, can you believe it almost cost me "6 or 7 hours"! How I would not know the subject very well. All the things the teacher said I was very clear. I knew what did her mean. For a long time, I knew the chemistry lessons clearly again. It's so great! If I were clear at the very beginning maybe I wouldn't have do my homework so painful.

The English classes were also very happy. The Viewing, Listening& Speaking classes, I was enjoying all the time. Because I had preview very well, and the new words were not very difficult, and the topic was convenient to me. I found the teacher stare at me for several times. The reasons were that I was the only one who answered her questions. Others kept silent, I didn't know whether they knew or not. I could make teacher notice me, that feeling was so good.

The physical pain began in the P.E. classes. Today was tennis test day. The content of the test was one person stood at the half of playground and threw the balls to the other who stood at the bottom line (the person was testing); she must beat the ball to the "good area" at the other side. And she must beat six ball continually, so she would pass, but it didn't mean she had got a good mark, it just show she was up to the minimum standard. My partner was the people who had test in front of me, so I first threw the balls for her. (I must throw 10 balls; the fourth at the beginning were just for practice.)

And when I finished throwing and went back to carry my pat to start my test. I hit at a rotor of a pillar heavily on my leg. It's so painful, because I run again it in a high speed, but I had to start my test. So bad luck I was. In this situation, I started my test. At that time, I felt nothing, maybe I was too enjoying. But the bad luck just started. I couldn't see the bottom line at the other side, because the sun was shining so brightly. And the only thing I remembered was that I beat my ninth ball very far away. I didn't have confident to check my mark. In my opinion, it's so poor. After that I continued my practice. At end of the P.E. classes, the teacher scolded at all of us, he said we could do better, but we didn't, so we must have our test again next week. Although I had pass, I got the second in the 40 people class, despite I must have my test again.

My leg used to be very thick, and "today's hit" made it became much thicker, and a bruise came out, though it was abnormality for me to have a bruise. That's the cost of getting the second place. I have never hurt myself for a long time.

Why me? So bad luck today! Why me! Though I had passed, yet I paid a pain for it, I don't think it's worthy.

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