我的天

The experience of yesterday in computer bar was so unforgetable. The first trying, the new feel, a special road in my life. Yet because of limit of time, I said nothing in yesterday’s daily. I didn’t know what I had written,some mix feeling, or you can say I coudn’t use words to express myself. The lesson I learned from yesterday was that I was very slowly typing Chinese caracters, but very fast in typing letters of alphalet. So till now, in a week, I will write all my daily in English. Saving my time is saving my money!

The mirale happened! I didn’t feel trired and wanted to sleep in today’s Inorganic and Analytical Chemistry classess. I could focus myself entitely. In this way, I not only could know what the teacher said and also could figure out where she was not perfect, and she had some place must be improved. Maybe the good emotion reeally can  lead a good day and let people enjoy everything in whole day.

The most excited thing was the English classes. We could watch a film today instead of boring lesson. I llked forward to that. And at the same time, the teacher would check our homework, I wasn’t worry at all, for a long time I had done a good prepare. And I almost had a litte hope that she checked the homework. The film we watched today was "Antz". It made by "dreamwork" and was a carton film. I knew it before, but never saw it. It’s talking about an ant called "Z", his story was great, from low place worker ant became a hero ant. From his name "Z", you could  see how no use he was. He didn’t  have strong power, evern didn’t have any special chance leaded to higher place, but he did. Because of an very occasinal chance, he met the princess ant, he loved her at first sight, and the power of love let him had a heroic deeds. In Chinese its "小流氓变叱咤红人". A poor guy became powerful, it always the main idea of American movie. And it’s so funny, let us burst into laugh for many times.

The tennis classes in the afternoon were not was my imagination. Because I had passed last time, so I didn’t need to have test again. So in my room. three of us had passed , but the last one still couldn’t success this time. When she beat the ball, the head of her pat was too low, the teacher said she was sweeping, and even didn’t give he chance to have the test. Poor her!

Nothing is excited today, and now I remembered a depress thing of computer bar, I can’t type spanish! How can they do that! It’s right to write spanish, the computer bar in SCAU also a Bumpkin too!!!

这个星期六日不能回家，于是日记成了我的一大心病，没有电脑，不能打文章，我简直想死。我想都没想到居然能今天打日记。因为同学要到网吧打艺术团的通讯录，于是我就顺便一同打日记。

原来自己的日记是十分难搞，只有却居然打了我个小时，我不行了。为什么在家里就从来不觉的自己的日记很长，为什么到了网吧，到了要收钱的地方，我就那么的烦躁。想起在家里一开电脑就不知多少个小时，一开电脑就超过半天，我真的好奢侈，在其它地方，在不是包月的地方，我真的不能活，我即使不吃饭也解决不了我恐怖的网络消费。

在别处打日记感觉就是不一样，没有熟悉的音乐，没有安静的环境。后面的人一直在说啊说啊，根本不会理会你的感受，况且他们带着耳机，更加不知道自己音量的大小。自己的打字速度也好慢好慢，看着电脑，我根本就不想只打日记，多姿多彩的网络，我真的差点儿不能自控。但这里到底不是家，我不能浪费时间，JEA的网站，我多么想一个个都上啊！特别刚才看到他的官方fans网站又有新的照片，我真想死啊！

今天的事情我没有时间再陈述了，同学快好了，我也要吃饭了，今天的感觉还那里比得上我上网的兴奋呢！温度妈说今天低了，但还是两件衣服，我怎么到了大学就不觉得冷了呢？人，人多，这应该是原因。

第一次去网吧，以后肯定要再去，感觉也不是太差，没有色情，没有烟味，还好。

Wait for a long time, I have been nervous for about a week. The debate today, I knew I would be the debater. I have never done it before. In my middle school, there won’t be such thing, and in my high school, the golden chance won’t be to me. I knew it would be an opportunity, I would become a big show, or I would just a failer. The truth told me, I didn’t miss it.

The base chemical experiment classes seemed very smooth, but in fact, it was fail. My group finished the experiment very quickly, other couldn’t finish in such a short time, but we did. But the result was so poor, the error was so big and the teacher was a litte threaten. That’s the pay of “too quickily”. But I had do some good prepare for the debate in the afternoon, I had no time to be wasted.

The English classes began, and my heart started to become very fast, and it almost wanted to jump out of my body. After two people’s topices, I felt a little calm, for I knew I wouldn’t be the worst one today.

I was the first debater, when I started I still had a great many nervous. As the performent went on, I felt better more and more. And when I realized I could think when I spoke, I wasn’t nervous at all. But the first error couldn’t be changed, so I had to speak some spanish at last. Those spanish I wanted to say at first, because all of these were some greeting words. But the unthinkable error brought another good effect. I think it maybe “错有错着”. And at the debate I enjoyed myself very much, just saying some own opinion, no one would pay more attention at your gammer errors.

And at last, my team won. I was the best in my team. (They were all agree, not just my own opinion) After classes, I adviced the teacher to publish the article in “blog“, to my surprise, she knew nothing of “blog“. I had used “blog” for about half of year, and knew “blog” about one year. And she also asked me the Chinese name of “blog“, of course “博客“，but its Chinese name is so ugly. It’s not her wrong because fo my special situation so I knew it so early. I realized the road of promoting blog to every person is very long and hard.

The end of the daily is, the English teacher gave me two words to end up”Good performent!” And I gave back a smile. What can I do else?! It’s a good performent to other, and a great happiness to me.

“郁闷”一个从小到大都不说的词突然成为了身边的口头禅，到处任何时间任何地点都可以听到，无论是学生还是老师，郁闷成为了我们生活的真实写照。

上午高数上到一半，没电了，老师一句轻叹：“郁闷啊！“然后惹得大家哄堂大笑，但原来我们的郁闷生活才刚开始。发现XX对我的效力还是不大，鱼还是照样的钓，努力地“金睛火眼”，甚至作出自虐的事情还是阻止不了钓鱼的发生，郁闷啊！

停电了，就意味着停水，没水没电还不郁闷。饭卡又突然要交200，原来的又用不了了，以后每天都要跑到老远吃饭，五山公寓的新饭堂叫做“芷园”，我看到了就想到了“止步”了，还“圆”什么。“芷”字在我心中一直不是什么好东西，今天试业，8日开始营业，以后的日子好郁闷啊！脱离学生宿舍的饭堂，为什么学校的设计这样“土包子”呢？都是华工设计的“好方案”。

中午一直在没水没电中度过，连梦里也梦到了厕所。不知是不是下午机械制图的缘故，我梦到了我回到妈从前的工厂，熟悉的大块钢板，还有机油味，还有大榕树，当然还有那个饭堂，那个车间，那些机床……我见妈踩着一辆新颖的自行车过，就兴高采烈的叫了声“妈”，她却还我一个冷眼。不知为什么，梦中妈的工厂里开了好几个“大排挡”，但厕所都烂得要死。

下午的机械制图又要画大图，我又是画了几乎3个多小时，我们刚开始看到图的时候还惊呼难画，于是老师就找了另了一个，但更难画，于是我们就乐于接受第一个方案，老师这招“以退为进”真的十分了得。机制上了不多久就有电了，有电是件好事，但原来是我们噩梦的开始。机制画完后，天又黑了，每次画大图，我们都画得不知时候，已经6：30。

正在讨论到哪里吃饭，但一个短信过来，我们宿舍没关水龙头。别无选择，冲回宿舍。来到门口，幸好，没有水进来。进入了，已经听到隆隆的水声，冲出阳台，一个关阳台水龙头，一个关厕所水龙头，2个水龙头没关啊！开了3个多小时，开得水势很大啊！我的天！水费~~~~~~，郁闷到了极点。

明天还有英语的debate，我是第一辩论者，作开头的那个，我的演讲稿还没背，现在已经11：15PM，我的天！郁闷！

郁闷！还是郁闷！

地狱之沙又再次向我袭来，烟尘再次把我淹没，又身处与世隔绝的“土包子”之地。汽车颠簸在无法想象的烂路上，这就是使我有“骑马”，甚至“骑疯牛”的经验。鼻子和车窗的几次经历几乎是亲密接触，PP离开了椅子后又再次重重地摔到上面。这就是每次回到五山公寓的必经之验。路还是那条路，烟尘还是那样漫天飞舞。这就是我的生活和学习的“高等学府”，与其这样说，不如说是个超级不合格，在市区会被人罚N mol次的建筑工地。

还是那个例会，还是那个“唐老鸭”，语法错误，语句不通顺的“演讲”，不明白，真的不明白，为什么要一个体校毕业生来当一个04级的辅导员，她连说多不都以清楚表达。然后是几个部的部长和副部长的一番轮攻。真的不明白为什么每个星期都会有那么多话要说，真的那么忙吗？

现实总是痛苦的，虚拟的生活使我快乐。blogbus重开了，又可以上了，但并不是我想象中的那样升级，也许是升级不成功吧。还有那个“恢复数据”功能原来是假的，并不可以真正利用，幸好我每次都保留数据。danzhu说留言本那边不能用是因为我们的机的cookie（小甜心）把它禁了，并不是那个网站有collapse了，用代理可以上，但什么叫做代理啊！这次又探明了一个问题，就是hacha3.X版本我及一大部分人之所以不能用是因为它的语言是“西班牙语（传统）”而hacha 2.X版本的语言则是“英语（美国）”，应该是我的系统不匹配，许多人的系统也不匹配（大概是用翻版的缘故），我以后就再也不用再试了，一天不用正版，一天问题也许都解决不了。新的hacha 3.04也出了，可以选择自动删除原始的.0，.1……的文件，与用wmr下载后的合并一样方便，但可惜的是我用不了，科技进步，我却停滞不前，好失败啊！

这个星期的eMule也很争气，一共下载了7个文件，Anita, no te rajes的Cap5,36,48,51,40b和用图片组成的交响乐做背景音乐的las millon cara，感觉一般般，但每张图片的质量都几乎一样，这也是挺难的。Cap 5有JEA打网球的片段，真的好臭啊！甚至比我还要臭，不知是他装出来的还是真实水平。他的开球因为抛得太低，因此动作好象很“小气”的样子。他一共打了4球，第一球打出去对方回了，然后他下网了；第二球他打在对方身上；第三球他也是对方回了后他打下网了；第四球他没心情了，也不向上抛球，就随便像我上课那样把球打过去了，不过他没等球弹地就打了。但从他最后的一拍，他以前的动作应该是装出来的，因为最后一拍，他无意中打得很标准。我之所以有那么专业的评论，因为在看他之前在电视上看到了西班牙对美国的高级比赛，与高手相比，哦~~~实在差太远了！！！！嘻嘻！！！

我发誓，当我学会了网球以后绝对不会打得那么烂的！！！！！