我的天

We lost the tug of war in the third round, but all of us feel the power of love. We are willing to lose all our own. We are stronger, stronger than our shape. Now I know why we have power to confront so many difficulties in the past, that’s because we have the power of love. With strong mind, we could overcome all kinds of devil.

After reading the first paragraph, you must think I am talking about the air with no sense. However, the incident really unites us, and made me feel warm. I am really comfortable in this collectivity. At the very beginning of this year, I have made a vow to god that I could join in a team, and now my dream came true. I realize that I have been in that team for more than a year. The members are around me more than 4 days a week, and the team I wanted to join is Class Three of Food Science and Engineering 2004. The golden fruit is in my hand and I didn’t realize for more a year, just like a blind, a deaf, and a dumb.

The accident is here:

After losing the tug of war, all of us were used up, though we have pulled out all our energy in physics, and the strong faith with stick we up for a long time seemed disappeared suddenly.  The goddess of victory was no long at our side. I didn’t want to say anything, neither my classmates. We told us maybe that is a good way to release, tomorrow we wouldn’t need to think about the semifinal and maybe the final war any more. We could enjoy our P.E. class tomorrow afternoon, and do what we what to do at night.

Suddenly, one of my female classmates didn’t feel well. She was having a whirling sensation and a tendency to fall. The situation became severe second by second. Some of us knew the reason — she is carrying the plan of losing weight, so her meal is less than usual and the most important thing is she drank a yoghourt instead of eating a formal dining tonight. Low blood sugar is the biggest murder. At the very beginning, we thought we should let her have a great meal and the problem would be solved. But this time the devil was really there! Just after walking for a short way, she couldn’t move any longer. She should drink glucose at once! After a little chaos, I run out of the crowd and run out of the playground. I kept running down the brae, our canteen is just there. During this time, a thought strived on me, I must be quick, or a life must be in danger. I asked the seller in a loud voice that did you have anything with high sugar; my classmate is in low sugar. She was shock in while and skims the drinking again and again, and didn’t make any choice. In such situation, I run again, I know where have the glucose drinking — the dormitory supermarket. I rushed to the frozen sucker and picked out the glucose drinking then paid money in a short time. Thank goodness there are too many people at that time.

In the way back, I had seem a crowd was coming, that should be my classmates. We came closer and closer, I saw she was on the shoulder of one of my male classmate. And the others were just around them. We are very anxiety. Do you have feeling now? Do you feel better? I didn’t know what had happen. And then she started to drink the glucose, sitting at the side of road. I could see how anxiety of my classmates. After a while, she felt better, and our team moved to the dormitory hospital together. After she lay on the bed, we could take a breath, because at least now she was still OK. I heard the news when I left to buy the drink, she even lost her feeling, the girls was in a confusion, and then they called back the boys (after the tug of war, they had left). Somebody fell into faint!!! They shouted at the photo. And you can imagine what expression would on their face. They came back, and moved to hospital with a crowd.

I witnessed the beginning and the end. I feel I’m not alone. They really will help you in necessary. I’m sure of that. And that’s the power of love. And today is 03-08, Women’s Day, and the Girls Day in our university. I won’t forget 2006-03-08 forever; it must be one of the most important parts of my whole life.

Two of my professional classes’ teachers have talk about the subject that we can be a professional in any other subjects. That seems impossible and the road leads to that goal must be very hard, and be full of difficulty, however, if you persist to it, that does can become truth no matter what. I don’t know why both of them talked about this subject now, maybe they wanted to imply something that I can’t infer now.

You main subject is not the whole road of all you life. The future is still in your control, and of course even you are good at steering your wheel, maybe your car still will bounce up and down. If you are driving at the road which is suitable to your car, in this way, you may feel better, but you must know if you choose the best road to yours why not others do the same. They learned food as main course as well; maybe they will perform better than you and the other top ones in others subject also will join in your journey. How to be out standing one, that’s a great, question, or you can say how to be a person that can stand stably among them that is a deep knowledge. No matter in what roads, there must be full of competitors beyond you. You should understand if you don’t set your goal and then flow with the water, only the devil came to you again and again.

And what target you are eager to achieve? You should have the best answers. You can be a layer, a scientist, an engineer, a doctor, a tutor, a businessman, a police a designer, a worker…

My professional subject is food science, but I think I can have a job that doesn’t have any relationship with it. I am still in the colorful world. All the roads are open to be, and never be too late. The only important thing is that whether you like the road you select. Now you can still choose another road, and when you are thirties the entrances are still open, and even when you are fifties the same thing still, however, at that time, whether you still have energy to driving in other unfamiliar road? I am a severely undivided person, and I usually exert myself in something and can’t get out. I like my subject very much till now, and didn’t have any idea to leave, that’s because I like it, instead of being afraid of the completion in other subject, yet I know many people don’t think so, after some of university course they have found themselves were not belong to the main subject they learn. They have a good excuse to leave, if you know what you want I think it’s time for you’re to reach the peak of that hill and then pick the golden fruit. Before of changing you should know the hard of your new decision, the hidden difficulty still exist.

Turn around; it’s still not too late, if you really like it.

I like this template very much. Of course, it’s my work, especially the flash with smiling girl and the green seen every where. In my opinion, I even can smell the spring from it. We should use all our feeling to explore the world. It’s changing, even now I left it suddenly, the earth won’t stop, and drivers are also driving, and the mothers are cooking for her families as well. Nothing will be changed expect the future of myself. Don’t be silly, I won’t be that kinds of stupid. 

Wet weather is coming!!!! The floor is damp; the wall is damp, too. And I can see the clothes will be damp as well.

The deadline is coming; I will have my NCR (National Computer Rank Examination) on April 1. Will I be an April fool? Would anything cheat me at that time? I don’t know, even the God won’t know, because I steer myself. I don’t know how far I can achieve, yet no matter what, I will do my best. That’s really a good chance to strive for. Even Nadal defeated Federer yesterday, why not miracles happen again and again? He’s just 19 years old, there is bright future waiting for him, and I just a little elder and don’t have the ability at tennis as him, however, I believe I must be good at some place. Someone has said there is not rubbish in the world, and there is just some treasure misplaced instead. The potential won’t appear automatically; we should dip a deep hole then find it out and get it.

Never say giving up. Impossible is nothing. Our parent created our bodies, we make our mind. Just do it.

I hated spring, but now I should tell myself I like that season a bit. That’s all I can think about. If we want to live more optimistic, in some time we should tell some white lie to ourselves. We can’t completely deep into the imagine life, however, we should take advantage of that kind of psychic power.

春雨绵绵终于来了，给我最大的印象就是绿，到处都是嫩绿、翠绿、橄榄绿……是生命的感觉，非常好。虽然伴随而来的是没完没了的阴雨连绵，衣服干不了，鞋子每次上街都要被弄湿，但这就是春，雨和春常常都是结伴而来，是因为春雨使万物重新获得新生，换上新衣服，我讨厌下雨，但我必须接受如此一个现实。可以做到的就是用正确的眼光看待这些对我来说的“不幸”。大自然喜欢春天，大自然喜欢春雨，我，一个普通人能说“不”吗？我说“不”有意义吗？如果生活向来是一帆风顺的话，那就不叫生活，那些生活也不会幸福，生活就是学会适应，使不幸福的东西转化为幸福的。无论是事实上真正转化了，还是只是我们的思想“开明”了，总之，学会适应其实是一门很深奥的生活艺术。

这是我第一次用Macromedia Flash MX 2004做的flash，用了很简单的遮盖原理，体积也很小，只有53.6KB（http://regalo.blogbus.com/files/1141575989.swf），这个是在导出为.swf文件的时候进行了压缩，用了80%的质量，如果不压缩，质量仍旧是80%的话，大小则需要67KB，因为图片也经过压缩，也不是矢量图，所以放大会出现“马赛克”，这是我学会的第一个flash作品，是2006新春的一个好的开始，也是我即将推出的新模板2006 Spring的版头。还是觉得版头用上flash能表现的信息多一点，毕竟和512*132的图片我真的不懂该如何尽可能表现出多的信息，也许我要不断推出，学习新的flash吧。

新的模板叫做“2006 Spring”是History and Dream模板系列的一部分，因为是在History and Dream模板的基础上修改颜色而成的。已经在http://regalo.blogbus.com/进行了这里上架前的测试。

     

要留意的是在这个模板上我放上了Google的广告，说真的，我真的有点贪心了，如果利用blog赚那么一点点，哪怕一年就那么10多块人民币也好啊。本来是为这个新模板设定了scrollbar（就是滚动条）颜色的，但不知怎的，就是显示不出来。无可奈何，算了，如果再加上滚动条，这个模板才算搞了一整套。

绿色是我新的尝试，大概是受了BlogBus的影响，因为他的主打颜色就是绿色，如果不是他，也许我这辈子也许都会不怎么留意这个顺眼、简单、青春、活泼的绿色。要非常感谢BlogBus对我的潜移默化。学校这个学期也发生了好多好多的事故，希望那些霉气能被春雨带走，渗入春泥之下，永远不会再发生。以前从来不会为这个学校自豪伤心之类的，但这次，我似乎也为她的恶运感到不幸了。希望她能好起来。希望她的学生都能如我这个新模板的女孩那样笑得开心！年轻人，何必愁眉苦脸，事情总有解决的方法。深呼吸一口气，明天有是一个新的开始，谁也不知道明天会发生什么。因为这只是2006年的春天，一个新的开始，新的愿望等待自己去达成。我的很多梦想都没有实现，怎么可以现在泄气呢？！

每隔不久就会有新模板创作的冲动，这就是青春的动力！！！

回到家里，说到学习我有两个极端，要不就勤快得自己也不知道自己是不是发疯了，要不就是懒，懒到了极点，满脑子都是该怎么把这个blog的颜色更换掉。我觉得如果有机会真的应该系统地学一下颜色，以前那些美术课的三言两语根本不足以配出真正好看顺眼的颜色，我需要的是更多的理性。用科学而不是纯粹用感觉去搭配网页的颜色。就像用C语言写程序那样理性。大概没有多少人知道世界-中国-广东-广州-SCAU有个叫做xrspook，一个学食品科学与工程的本科女学生在天天写blog，然后经常为那些和她用大缆绳都扯不上的某些电脑技术关系如此密切。女孩们很多都自认是电脑白痴，真的吗？是你们不会还是你们不想？是你们怕麻烦，再加上传统的那些女生学不好这个学科的荒谬预言，你们就甘愿自认“电脑白痴”，老是明明知道该怎么知道怎么处理的问题老是要加上个为什么！我觉得在电脑的问题上是不允许什么撒娇的，这不是那些伪君子，那些沾沾自喜以为自己很厉害的男生炫耀自己的点点“才智”的场所。如果可以的话，女生可以不甘示弱！但可惜，到现在为止，能在电脑上傲视男生的女生我还没有见过。真希望身边出现如此一个女强人！！！！

今天有个网友留言向我请教该如何下载注册Babylon：

这个问题简单得很，只要在www.verycd.com输入Babylon就马上来很好的版本了，要说明一下，Babylon指的是一个多国语言的翻译软件，它可以翻译的语言很多，只要不是很偏门的它都可以应付，但说到对单个词的详细解释当然它是不如很大的金山词霸，因为它的体积只有大概10多MB（包括几个常用的词库），而金山词霸随便个几百MB是很正常的，但金山词霸能翻译法语、德语、西班牙语、俄语、日语、荷兰语、希伯来语、葡萄牙语、意大利语、瑞典语吗？要知道，这里列举出来的只是它的免费词库，还包括付费词库，那里的种类就更那个恐怖了，任何的翻译软件要被它的强大所威吓到吧，以下是eMule的下载地址：
http://lib.verycd.com/2004/09/05/0000019594.html
http://lib.verycd.com/2005/05/08/0000049872.html

自从重装以后就没有把Babylon装上，这次就顺便装上了。也感谢那位朋友的提醒：）

日子，还是安稳地过好，没有压力不一定就没有动力，在没有压力的状态下，xrspook可以走得更深、更远。