我的天

“在等待，在等待，一直在等待……”一句军训时拉歌用的话突然涌上心头。正好是我此时的心情。从2004-09-14直到2005-04-04，一共138集，我的心一直在被拖着走，很快活，很充实也好累好累。开始以为是40集，所以到2004-11-10的时候，我是多么的沮丧，以为它没有了。但随着剧情的发展，我又很希望它能早点结束。什么凶杀暴力都来了，但这东西的原来意思是浪漫喜剧啊！我不想再看到主角们一个个冒生命危险，甚至死去。况且这样子下去，我的硬盘我的电脑根本顶不顺。开始打算是每一集都用eMule下载的，但到后来已经改成看完截图以后，看看有没有利用价值再做判断。

最后一集大结局的video还没有推出。理论上是应该提前推出的，而且推出的版本还应该是多种多样，但现在满足我的就只剩下http://www.jorgeenriqueabello.net/的截图了。不过真的令人十分兴奋，在大结局的截图居然有641张，我把所有剧情都通过图片了解得清清楚楚了。首先是经历危险，然后死不去，最后是大团圆结婚。正如美国的一个对这个电视剧的评论者所说，这些电视剧有哪一部最后不是大团圆结婚。真的，我看过的都是如此，不说不知道，一说吓一跳就是这种类型。

让我欣慰的还是http://www.jorgeenriqueabello.net/展出的几个videos，是Anita, no te rajes剧组上电视节目

，和一个简短的JEA采访，真的简短得很厉害，只有651KB(所有连接一律即可下载)。真的笑死我了，在Video 3里面JEA来了一段（20秒）好像唱成三高的东西，简直就是无法形容的搞笑，接着就听到那些摄影师导演之类的幕后人物在黑暗处不断地说“encore, encore, encore……”当然啦，还有拍烂手掌，除了好笑之余，还有一点点的好看，因为唱的时候，因为某个音JEA要拉长，然后手臂就在不断地打圈圈，一共打了7~8个，简直就笑到我快不行了。他不能拉就不要拉，偏要这样子，根本就在捉弄大伙儿，他肯定不知道当时的摄影师把他的一切全拍下来了，而且还是从不同角度。NG的时候，看来摄影师还是挺忙的，要不就看不到这些了。

不过总的来说我还是失落大于高兴，结束了，我要找别的东西继续cheer up自己！

Maybe you have realized the blue sky together with the birds freely fly on it are less and less, however, have you realized the abundant animals are dying out, the diversity species are reducing every seconds? As the contaminations of the chemical are eating our earth and the pollutions of the posionn are extensive to the water we will drink. The nature is crying, the environment is breaking, as one member of the world, all of us have responsiblity to protect it.

Let the enormous hearts to one target-protect the environment, all the people coordinate their efforts to it. Nothing is impossible! Work on it by our souls, we will lead the bright succeed road to environment protection one day!

A famous Shakespeare, but my meaning is not other to be killed or not to be killed, my real meaning si the fact show i to be killed or not to be killed. Time is shorter and shorter, meanwhile the holiday is coming, however, a lot of tests are coming too.

My destiny, to be or not to be???

Sometimes you will think whether you have great expectaions in future. You will become a great personality ro a normal person forever. Some days you will hope soem mysterious things thell you the dstruth, however, you have known it’s impossible for them can foresee.

I really wanted to be a hero when I was very young. Protect the person i love, and protect my country or even the world, however, I haven’t had special power till now, how I can do that! And the real wrod won’t have UFO, and the ET won’t kill us, hwo can I make my litlle dream come true? Evil can’t overcome the justice, it’s the only thought I hold till now. No matter how difficult the way will to be, I will success at last.

In spite of the impossible dream have become a day dream, I also and other dream when I grew bigger. Such as became a scientist or doctor, maybe the combination of scientist and doctor, just like the heroine of "The X Files". And I wanted to be a policwoman or a firefighter, in that way, I can save people directly. Save others in danger, caputre them from gangs and take them out of fire. The danger for me is not a problem at all, because I never thought about if I didn’t died, but severely hurt, what a great pain I had to face. I never consider the result, I just kept a strong min to be a hero. How foolish I am!!!

I got a message about the real chairman is who has adult reason and care about children. This sentence mad me doutl for a long time, who did it mean? Now, I have asked the author , the answer is she hoped everybody can be such a person. With mature mind as well as a good hear to take care other, it’s very easy and very difficult at the same time. It’s easier than any of my dream, however, it’s very difficult for us to bring it true. Keep banlance between thinking about ourselves and others is very difficult. Because of out benfit, we can’t pay no attention to ourselves, meanwhile, the morality in the deep place of our heart promote us to be intensely concerned  about others.

Great expectation, what you are! Where you are! 

The chemical experiment classes came again. I felt a little afraid about it because the teacher said the classes had done it yesterday spent a long time to finish it. I was very slowly when doing each experiment, what I will be? The truth is out there, however, I must overcome it, so I felt a little light after thinking that. Be myself, nothing is impossible, in spite of any difficulty, they will become my defeating one.

With this mind keep in brain, I am doing my best to work. Pay all my haeart in ti, the little afraid can’t disapart me a little. Do the job as fast as possbile, as good as I can. Come and go in the classroom, shout at someone, ask for something. I was doing experiment, nobody cna distract me or stop me.

At last, the end was coming. It’s like a miracle to me. My speed was OK, the experiment could finish in time, without extra time plus. And the result it’s not so bad too, the last production output is 46.99%. I was content with that result yet it’s still not very perfect. I had do my best, I have nothing to forgive, so I’m happy.

The English classes in afternoon was so strange. Most of the people were late. Our class was beginning at 2:30PM, but till 2:25PM, just a few people had come. i don’t knon what’s wrong. Now I felt the English classes were so boring, but I still could easily focus myself in them better than other classes. I felt mor comofrtable when seeing English than in Chinese, though I don’t know the meaning of it very will, or I often gusee the meaning and make a big mistake, however, I still love it. I don’t know why!!! At the second class, the teacher asked me to answer a question. At that time, I really enjoyed myself, maybe for other will feel shame and have nothing to say, but for me, I was very exciting. Think out a short passage in English and then speak out loudly have become a self reaction to me, though the pattern may heard a little strange (Chinese form), at least I have words to say, and have a lot of confident to say. I think that’s the result fo everyday English writing.

I can be myself, it’s great. Express the things easily in English, so I feel good.