我的天

This afternoon, we saw sun shine and blue sky again!!! I like it!!!! The sun is so warmand the dry wind made me feel good too. A bright day come to me, even this morning I still had to use unbrella to protend myself from awful rain. The weather changed, and my feeling changed too, what a great day!

Not everything is so great even in bright day, such as the tennis  classes were cancalled, and I couldn’t focus myself in the listening of English classes. 

Pay all myself in listening a language I don’t know – Español, I even forget how to catch the words in English listening and spell of the words I was very familiar to. The situation just likes I went to SCAU, I don’t think the ability of doing this can disappear, but I must pay more practices to get it back. I don’t know the meaning, I don’t know how to focus, I don’t know how to guess, that’s all my problems.

Till now, the English teacher never called me in class this term. I don’t know what have happened??? But why she didn’t call me? I ahad prepared very well, and in some time even eagered she could call me, but… I know others are very afraid of her calling, so I had to pretend it too, yet by heart, I eagered her calling, I need chance to improve myself and my confident.

After seeing the score of English last term, I felt very sorry to my English teacher. My final examination was just 81, and the usual score was 100, so the average score was 87. "100" what an impossible mark. Everybody’s usual score was just had 2 digits, but I had 3. I wasn’t a genius, I didn’t have power that others didn’t. I just finished the things which I needed to by heart. "100" is a mircale to me, and to everybody, maybe I think even to the teacher herself. Without "100", I couldn’t get the average 87. And wrote it in 100, I know it’s very difficult to her. For this, maybe she had to explain a lot, how a student cna be so perfect??? I didn’t have a good mark in exam made her do so difficult thing, I feel very sorry. Sorry to make her into such situation. I must work hard, I can’t disappoint her any more, bright by myself, just like the sun today.  

In an hour or two, we must have 4 people’s showers, and the problem is not our speed but the hot water, because of the problem of hot water,  it leads to another thing – electric. The "hot water room" don’t have hot water on time, and the other problem is the hot water doesn’t hot at all. It just can be called warm water or it’s just cold water. So we must have our way to creat the true hot water, and then by what? Electric, but the wire is limited and the time of elecrc sending is limitted too, that’s the great problem.

We must go to have classes in the evening is not a problem, the problem is we can’t have shower as we wish. Maybe it’s not a problem at all to a northern person, but we all are familiar to XX everyday.

I don’t want to be a "bumpkin" but…

I have my firt Maxiom Philosophia, and it’s boring. I know if the philosophia teacher is a male it will be boring, and now I prove the thought.

She doesn’t have her own opinion, and she can’t bring up the topic, and just want sb. can, and she just made some comments in them. She’s not suitable to be a philosophia teacher, she doesn’t know a lot of story that we don’t know, though even she knows she dosen’t show to us, that’s no use.

Still remember the days I have in high middle school, what a perfect teachers I had at that time! But now, she’ s so rubbish…

I don’t know what will be tomorrow, maybe the life I have will be difficult. Want to have a happy life forever is impossible, but I just want to have a simple one!

The first class I met in this time was "A Course in Physices", how could its name like this!!! Anybody knows it’s a course, it’s useless to say "A Course in", just say "Physics" that’s enough. Or it maybe just translate all the words from Chinese "物理学教程".

And it’s no double of it that "physics" will be an important course to me this term. I have 3 classes of "A Course in Physics" and 2 classes of "Physical Experiment". That’s funny, I want to escape from physics, but it hugs me tighter and tighter.

The physics I learn, I can explain in an simple sentence, that is "The combination of  physics that I have learned before and the high maths". In my opinion(IMO for short), the knowledge I have learnt, but the way to explain the knowledge is new. The solution of problem is new face to me. The statement of the knowledge is one thing, but the example of the knowledge is another. The word you can understand easily, but the exercise will have its difficulty. The feeling of learning this physics is improve my expression to translate the old knowledge in a brand new way which I don’t understand very well. (用一个我还不大懂的方法去阐述以前的旧知识点) 

Have 3 physical classes in an afternoon, maybe it’s just the first time, feeling was not too bad. I didn’t think physics is a boring thing to me and I have never fell asleep in each of them before.(But when I was in XX [no SCAU] I never fell asleep in all the subjects)

And the name of the physical teacher is also funny to me "刘慧", a friend of my primery school. Of course it’s just the words by chance.