我的天

In my opinion, sports means sports, the reason of have them is very pure, I like it so I do it, or I don't know how to play it so I choose it. It maybe can loose the weight and keep fit, I never care about its benenfit. And sports must bring soaked through wih swear, and will be very tired, I pay no attention at it, if you lose yourself in it, the only thing you can feel just the happiness which come from them. You focus inside so all the outside feeling become unimportant things.

Today, we learned serve the ball. How striking the movement will be if we really do a good job. The match, the first point is stating with "serve the ball". Still remember the charming movement in "Australian Open", all the payers are the sharp point at that moment. The ball of serve by RDK, so perfect!!! It's the combination of power and esthetics.

And the teacher began. Hold the ball and pat in front of you, at the same time, the left foot stand behind the bottom line in 45°,and the right foot behind the left foot, the distant of them is a little wider than the shoulder. The next step is the ball and the pat(the hands hold them) move in a "w"(Maybe that is why the famous come from.), from higher place to lower place and then higher again, and higher than the first time. The ball will automatic in to the sky, and if your skill is good, it will move in a uprightness line, also, if you want the ball become high enough for you to kick it, that must have power within; the hand hold the pat move to behind the back, you must bent the elbow, at the same time, the feet don't move, but your body must keep balance automaticly. The last step is kick the ball, of course, we now don't have match, so we can't use so much power if we want our partner can catch it. The end movement is the pat automatic blow to the left down side if you are a right hand user.

That's all I want to say.

到上面为止就是我星期四的日记，以下的是上课之前郁闷无事可做，乱写的。

选择“建筑美学与欣赏”我也不知道为什么，没有认识的人，将会是我要面对的一个大考验。当然，学习这种东西并不需要随大流，别人爱的并不意味着我喜欢。特别是枯燥无味的文科，还有超级讨厌的“日语”，但理科就意味着要思考，建筑就意味着可能昂贵的书费，但为什么，为什么我就从来没有考虑过，只是顺着自己的爱好行事，应该说只依着自己的一时兴奋冲动和好奇行事，我不知我的任选课程命运会如何，因为写此文的时候正是因为无事可做而再次拿起手上的笔。

自问自己毫无“美学”可言，为什么要选如此一个东西呢？我的这个选课似乎十分离群，起码一个班33个人，只有2个进入这里。当老师问起什么是美？你认为什么东西美？我该如何回答呢？毕竟我只是一个进行正常教育的学生，对音乐，对美术，我始终是一个小白，没有自己的见解，怎么办？

离上课还有15分钟，人已经差不多了，但老师仍不见人影。

已经写了2篇英文，实在不想再写下去了，于是来了点中文。

现在手机的操作系统换成了英文，开始不习惯，因为可恶的motorala如果操作换成英文那么短信中就不存在中文输入。换了已经4天了，型号基本没什么短信。不过不用不知道一用吓一跳，原来有个叫“Smart Input”（智能预测法）的东西很好用，在输入英文的饿石油可以自动分析，单词自动出来了，不用“ABC Input”（ABC输入法）那样狂按还会按错。我傻B啊！那么好用的东西如果不是强逼自己用英文界面还不知道！！！

已经差3分钟上课了，老师还没有来，是不是不用上呢？

上课5分钟了，老师还没有来，正在想网页loading……

How to make my life easier, more convenient myself at the same time, won’t disturb or hurt others. The study is hard, but in my opinion, the life is more hard for a flesher. The things that I think about the most is my life.The hot water, the pipe water, the drunk water, the electric and the most important thing – money. Money doesn’t mean anything, but without money means nothing can do. The money I have every month is limited, and the mony in the room, I am the least one. Maybe they won’t know how much many they spend in a month, yet I must very careful. In a word, their money is endless, but my money cna see the end. 

The cruelest thing is Thursday. Time is not easy for every of us. They want to go and return by taxi, how much money will cost!!! It’s too expensive, I’m not a millionaire, I want to leave, I want to escape. So terrible, so terrible. How can I refuse??? But I have to refuse.

The way they think I can’t agree. Even sometimes, I hate them very much.

We live in the same room. I don’t want to clean as they think. But we live in it, that’s the unchangable thing, so we must do our "roomwork", the floor need us to clean, and the toilet need us to wash. And the time of wash clothes and ourselves have us to make do with. The study is busy, the bodies are all tired, but that’s the thing we must face directly. When shall we clean? Who shall clean? How to clean? We must squeeze some time to finish it. I’m not lower than any of them, but I’m the fixed one who wash toilet. Why??? Every time I must be the first, and then they’d not like to, me too, I’m also a normal person, I’m the only child in my family for 18 years!!! I’m not the little princess of my family, but I needn’t do so much.

I want to compain, I need to compain, why can’t  me!

The afternoon, I didn’t have any classes, because the English classes teacher is a female, but if the teacher is a male, unfortunatly… Son in the noon I went to play tennis. Of course, it’s just a practise, we didn’t have aormal playground, and if we played between two person, the only thing we could do just went to pick up the ball instead pat the ball from this side to another. Just kicked the ball against the wall, again and again, maybe it’s dull, but useful. With a better wall, I think I needed to kick with less power. And then the ugly thing really happened, we two played against each other, and the poor thing was as my expect – we picked our ball more than we kicked it. The lucky thign was that the times I picked the ball were less than my partner. At last, the noon exercise was stopped by the male spoiler who would play football there. We left without a word at the same time we thinked it’s enough, we were tired. 

After that, I sat beside the desk and then began my homework. At that time, if I lost all myself into Physics, I wouldn’t feel its pain. The homework maybe a happy thing, can think out a problem is a great happiness.

The lucky thing was over after we know the news that we had to have classes in the evening. I had to write my daily in the classroom, in class!!!

The philosophy class is going, it’s talking about the topic of "What’s happiness!" The teacher is still a stupid, she just can say a little useless, less powerful comments. And some of the speaker(student) are not situable my favourite, and in sometimes I wanted to scold him/her or even thoroughly refute him/her, and wanted to "give him/her some color to see see" – give him/her some blows!!!

Computer is my life, and the internet is tis eyes. From that window the world become in front of me, though in fact I won’t touch them maybe all my life.

This weekend, I had sent two email to two people I don’t know. One is a fan of Anita, no te rajes, she wanted to get the song of Sólo Tu Amo; and the other is the webmaster of Dr. Software. He’s the auther of Hacha. What a great software! And the auther of it is much greater! I don’t know whether they will reply, but I know if I don’t write to them, 100% there won’t be reply to me, no one know my situation, the problem of me and she.  

At last, till now, the master of Dr. Software have write two letter to me to answer my question in detail. I had never imagined that he would answer me so patient and so quickly. Still remember the last sentence in the first letter, he said "pd.  maybe you can help me to translate the program to chinesse and put your name in the credits as a translator…" I even don’t know C language, and don’t know how the Hacha make of. However, his words couraged me, I must do my best, and if one day I can really translate it… The software is less than 100KB, but it can cut or connect all sizes file!!! All size!!!

So this morning(1:00-4:00AM) lost myself in my website contribution. Just the category of CSS, it cost me about 3 hours. Maybe it’s just an easy job for the professor, yet I’m just a "white"(don’t know everything). The words are easy, the commands are easy too, but you didn’t know what’s it, how to use and where to use. I must try every commands, the blog’s operation are complicated than before. If I change the command I must submit it at first and then publish my website, so at last I can see the change. Maybe I had publish my website over 20 times. It doesn’t matter, if it become more beautiful, I deserved it.

不过气人当然是狂不顺心，首先就从数学说起吧。

高数马上该做完了，应该是简直得庆祝的事，但做到做后一题就是只是解一个三元一次方程就搞定了，根本不用思考，可以说是简单到不能再简单了。但我就是算不了，老是解到x=1, y=1/2, z=3/2, 而答案是x=1, y=-1, z=3，我怎么验算都发现自己没有问题，但题目的答案也同样没有问题，三元一次方程是绝对不可能有2个解的，况且是这么普通完美的3个三元方程。

于是逼于无奈找妈算，她算了几乎半小时终于算出来了，她几乎把3x=3，x=?都忘记了。然后最终出来的答案与答案一样。但我对自己的计算绝对有信心。于是就当着她面验算，她什么都似乎已经忘记了，我不得不声嘶力竭地解释我的观点然后纠正她的“问题”，当我验算到第二条式子的时候她坚决逃开了。

于是马上转向爸，岂有此理，他看都没有看我的题目就说不会，我气疯了！！！！！！！！！！！他绝对不会不会，是一个文科的大学生，是经过高考的，连这些简单到不能再简单的初中题目也不会？？？？？？？他根本就是在肤浅我，根本就不想我到底想干什么！！！！！！！他继续抄他的字典，真的很想马上把他的字典从6楼扔到楼下！！！！！！！但我还是停止了我这个行为。知识把草稿纸向着他的字典fling，然后发脾气大叫大骂几声。他怎么可以这样肤浅我！！！！！！就只会抄字典，我怎么会有这样的爸！！！！！！！！

生气没有用，深呼吸几口气然后继续在桌子前面坐了下来。在比较冷静的情况下再次对照作业本上的式子和书本上的式子。天啊！终于发现问题了！！！！原来第一个三元式的一个“+”我写成了“-”，我的计算没有错，书本上的计算也没有错，错的就是我抄错了题目。

现在喉咙也在痛，跟妈对叫真的不是“省油的灯”，简直就在毁灭自己的喉咙。实在不想再跟她“纠缠”下去了，为什么她说话可以那么大声，仿佛每一个问句都是喊出来的，实在不想再用同样的声量对抗。我们的JEA在拍Armando的时候老是要叫，真的很惨啊！！！！！！！！

然后第二个气人的就是C语言。用Dev-C+ + version4.9.9.0来试C语言，根本就不知为什么无法在MS-DOS下看效果，无论是第一次在Window ME还是刚才在Window 98第二版，无奈啊！开始的时候很高兴在打源代码的时候它自己居然会把格式搞出来，直到编译都没有问题，但是一按运行就看到MS-DOS窗口弹出来然后就马上消失，简直不知道发生什么，根本就无法看效果。在两台机子两个操作系统的效果都是如此。

于是以为是书上的一个编程有点问题，但试了三个都是如此。如果是要效果显示一句话的，就只能看到MS-DOS弹出来然后就自动在0.5秒钟之内消失了。如果是要计算2个数的和的程序，打完2个数然后一按回车，窗口又马上消失，不按回车看不到相加的结果啊！但一按，又消失了。简直就无法理喻，无可奈何。唯一能做到的就是软件编译自动检查我的书写误差，其余的效果，无法知道。

气死人了，就差一点点，但就是无法看到。