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They asked me to write the play script again, but in the diary of 2005-05-25, I had written "I won't write the play script, though I really want to, I eager to do, but I can't desprive their rights of writing it freely… I can't be so selfdish, I can't always show time and don't give them any chances… Therefore, I prefer to be a sin, and teach them a lesson, and tell them how to stand by themselves."

Though I have sweared such thing, at last, I became an important part of script writing. I can't stick to my words until the end.

Before this, I have ever had a dream that became a scriptwriter, director and actress, that because too many dramas watching. I love all that job, however, the fact tell me, all the things are far from so easy. And found how idealistic I was.

Have a inspiritation was just a beginning. And then how to extent it was most difficult and important things. A lot of ideas, you just have a general shape of them, then you should make the drowy thing into real one, you must use some methods to somethings and let others can easily get your meaning. So, in a words, a successful play means at the thought of the writer can be shared with the audences. Two of them maybe have some spirit communication. When all the people enjoy the play and cry or laugh as the story going on, who will say that play isn't triumph?! Consequantly, I do my best to reach that level. I'm just an amateur, and far from professional, yet I believe, with self-confidence, every one can do it.

Among this writing, I really learnt a lot. I know how to share the ideas of others, I'm not alone. I have a team to support me. Although the price is I can't focus on classes and go to sleep until 2:00AM, yet I think, it's worth. The teamwork spirit can't be described with any price.

The last time came, and with a little lucky, they chose our(girls') play script. The last result of the play is remain to be seen, no matter what happen, I still will go to great lengths to do it.