我的天

又是阴天，根本不想起床，很快又要冷空气了，但明天是否真的到来还不确定。体育课的800米，一直是the knot in my stomach，如鲠在喉。于是几乎上午9：00才起床（10：00上课）。什么功课都好象没有，但做起来却挺费时。“日头溜溜荡，夜晚补裤浪”在停电之前没事干，停电之后则在烛光中猛写，我真怪死了！

数学成绩下来了，比英语高10分，上了80，我都不知该如何说好，好？坏？不太好，也不很坏。离合格多了很多，比优秀，比90分还有距离，毕竟这次的题目简单。全宿舍我也不是最高分，有人比我高3分，但她那3分是当时最后我告诉她一道3分填空题的，所以形式上是我第二，实际是没有距离。心理也远比收到英语卷时平衡好多，因为身边存在n mol不合格。“胜不骄，败不馁”，为时尚早，不应该有高兴的心理。错了一道不应该错的题目，压抑啊！粗心何时能完全改掉？我根本不知道高等数学考80多分是什么概念？老师老在说那些以前最厉害的考98，99的，那其他人呢？我是什么一个水平？没有对比的标准，这才是我压抑的原因。

下午毛论为了那那些可恶的平时分，不得不举手自动回答问题“刘某”的“放下无谓的自尊”终于有了它的用处。除了回答问题，其它时间都在背NCE的单词，也不算背，叫做过过目，留个印象吧。

下午的专业概论终于到了最后一次上课，是课程介绍，我的专业居然要有2585个课时，要最少拿175.5个学分才能毕业。现在听来，天文数字啊！终于知道了专业的英文名字：Food Science and Engineering，出来以后是个工科学士，engineer吗？专业人士，经管人文那些根本无法与之相比。专业代码是081401，工科|食品纺织轻工|食品科学与工程。这次主讲的教授居然是江南大学82年食品科学与工程的毕业生，现在的江南大学的食品科学与工程是全国最好的，不知道当年又如何？

压抑即blues, depress, 心情沉重，现在来形容它的是如何做饭下调料的“小许”够绝吧！但事实上确是如此啊！刚刚听说黄沾死了，才64岁，肺癌，香港，中国又少了一个文艺界的伟人。还记得他经典的“踩蟑螂”和在厕所里创作的“浪奔，浪流，万里滔滔江水永不休……”经典人士一个个逝去。罗文、梅艳芳、张国荣、黄沾……长江的浪真的会掩盖老一辈们，郁闷啊！压抑啊！

Yesterday my day had a good start but a poor end, but the situation completely changed today. And let me describe the end of the story yesterday. I had my shower in time at last. It’s very thrilling, we just had fifteen minutes to wash two people. I was the last one. The first entered the washing-room, I had to wait three kettles to boil, but they just began, and I had to do some prepare, preparing that if I had to wash in cold water in such cold day. At that time, I hoped my roommate exited quickly at the same time the water could warm quickly too.

My roommate got out in 5 minutes, and the water was also fine at that time. I also finished my shower in 5 minutes. When I got out and started washing my clothes, at the right point, the electricity was cut. We finished our work in time. The end of the unforgettable story was that I went to sleep and the other of my room wrote their homework in candles.

My alarm-clock blast forth rang, but we still hadn’t electricity. It’s 6 o’clock in morning, the time they promised to turn on our electricity. Till I left the room in 6:45, we didn’t have any electricity. They ate their words. To our surprise, other rooms had electricity all the night and also this morning, poor us! My day started in such poor situation.

And when I bought my breakfast, the seller took back me too much money, and I had to accept one more egg, it meant I had eaten two eggs this morning.

The situation started to change. When the chemical experiment lessons. I still had a bad beginning, I did something wrong and had to do the experiment again, and I added too much water by evaporating, so my group had to wait more. Others had finish their works, but I still waited the water to evaporate. But when I finished my evaporating and started my cooling and crystallizing, the teacher told us my experiment was very successful. My long time hard work was worth. Such a small prize made me excited, of course my partner had the same feeling as me. Although after all the experiment the teacher told me our crystal were too small. The crystal can’t be too small or too big. In my opinion, we succeed in this situation and didn’t need to do again is a good achievement.

The electricity was turned on after all my classes were over. The electrician checked the line and found our fuse wire was broken. All the problems were solved till now. Have no homework to do and I had done that I need to do. What a good day!

I prefer the poor thing become well.

今天数学终于考试了，我一直的复习终于有了解脱的机会。（只是用心复习了2天）它不考我就一天不心安，而且会使我的心情极差，我什么别的都没心情做。复习我自以为应该可以考及格没多大问题，但一觉醒来，我并不十分紧张，甚至睡觉做梦的时候没有梦见数学，一点也没有任何特别心跳的感觉。

到了教室，少了很多人，平时那个时间坐着好位（中间）的人应该很多，但今天更多的人选择了旁边位置“缩”。我依然喝咖啡，不过咖啡好象特别烫，特难入口（不是因为味道难喝）。渴望的卷子终于发下来了，有人欢喜有人愁，我是欢喜那个。有两张试卷加两张草稿纸。华农什么都不好，就是试卷印刷印得特别好，草稿纸也大方。做下去，题目也不怎么。特别当我做到计算题和证明题（大头分数题目）居然几乎全部是书本课后的原题，惊讶啊！令人惊讶！结果由7：40考到9：40，我8：50就完卷了，我好久好久没有这么relax的考试了。居然有几乎1个小时多出来检查，想起高中时坚持到最后10秒还不断努力，直到打铃那一刻才不得不“放手”，现在这种，可以说是“天与地”的区别。

考完高数以后整个人的确“松”了很多，心情也突然“豁然开朗”。开始赶因高数而落下的作业，首先是化学实验的预习报告，然后是无机与分析化学的一大堆计算题，结果居然赶到中午1点多才搞定，耽误了午睡了啦！

下午的机械制图听上去真的很好玩，很有professor的感觉，但谁知一到作业就不会做。

晚上6：30就集中开学院例会（下午5：50下课）然后搞学院的演讲比赛，足足搞到几乎10：00，我已经没有听，一直在做机械制图了，但效率当然半点不高啦！一天有空就没有了足足3个多小时，但更恐怖的还在后头。

回到宿舍，才10：10就没有热水了，只有用小型的煮水器，当然是九牛一毛。宿舍本来有2个，又借了一个给别人。根本解决不了任何问题。但最大的问题是11：30（从今天开始）就停电，为的就是“学生有更好的作息规律”。我晕，一下子东西都变得恐怖没有任何规律，头绪？没有。

现在已经11：05，离停电还有25分钟，还没洗澡，难到要成“咸鸭蛋”？还有2人没洗澡，我的天！都是学院惹的祸。我美好的一天也破坏得不成样子。

Today I have my first really test in South China Agriculture University. It's an English quiz. The first study's test I can say I failed.

The mark is bad. I haven't imagined I would get such a result. I am upset now. Maybe I am the hardest one in my room, but te result is the third, it means the second on the upside down.

I can't complain anyone or anything. The mark show my real level. I have done my best to recite the new words and phrases & expressions by heart. I am sure, just except a couple of words, I had recite all the words skilled. And at this time, I proved a sentence said by "Longge"-"Don't hope the things you don't know won't appear in the test paper. or you must fail." (Longge is one of my math teachers) I failed at this point. I don't know clearly the meaning of "allow for", but it appeared. I promise I will make everything clearly, it's unworthy failing in such situation.

I will recite the new words and phrases when the unit is learning, I won't just a few days before the test start my reciting, never!

The weak point of mine is my translation, no matter Chinese to English or English to Chinese. But all this sentences of translation question came from my textbook. I swear I won't miss a half in future. Recite some meaningful and powerful English sentence. Though in this test paper, the correcting person isn't very justin to me. So my achievement isjust 1.5 points lower than the highest one in my room. Or you can say it isn't a distant at all. But my aid isn't her, but all the classmates in my class, all the students n SCAU, all the people in Guangzhou. I must the best so I can let my dream come true,72.5 can't satisfy me forever! Do I just have that ability? I am not the best and also not the worst, but this time, I can't stand!!! I can fail in any subjects, but English, I can't fail a little, I must the best, if I must go to foreign country. If I can't learn a foreign language well, how can I be good at another one?!

It's time for me to do my best in English!!! Maybe half an hour ago, I didn't feel well, but from this second, I will change all the upset and angry into energy, become a powerful man! (Write article is great thing to let me speak up an dto relax myself, how great it is!)

要玩就要玩到最尽，要静就要拿得起放得下，一向是我做人的一大宗旨。很久也没有如此尽兴，没有机会，没有时间，没有人，但今天我做到了。对上那次几乎是一年前，是上一年的元旦前高三（2）班搞的活动：吃香蕉，走格子，飞拖鞋，估歌仔，叉烧包，争凳子……一言难尽，无法忘怀。还有那次丰富的食物，班会费的消耗半点不计较。连班上最静的人也畅坏了。那晚以后就是2004，会后衷心的祝福。气温与现在差不多，我整个人热血沸腾，兴奋了好几天，我以我班为荣。

今天的感觉当然不如当年，我足足提早准备布置会场2个小时，吹了不计其数的气球。3口气吹一个气球，但我一点儿也不觉晕或不舒服。男生一定会对我这种行为感到十分吃惊，他们不会这样做，首先可能他们没有这种能力；其次，他们即使可以也不会像我如此卖力。难道我的肺活量好了吗？以前我根本没有吹这么多气球而没有异样的经验。当然，我从来没有吹过如此多的气球。一个3口之家哪里会买几百个气球，学校里更不会用人口去吹。

下午的活动叫做“最佳团日”，今天就只我一个食品学院搞。说来也搞笑，辛苦考进了university，却居然在Food & Science College，又是university又是college，搞笑啊！今天的“最佳团日”的大奖我们志在必得，因为一个学院只有一个班得大奖，并有0.2个创新学分，我们的目的当然首先是学分。

每个玩的游戏都十分讲求团队精神，没有单打独斗。除了一个一半一半的“争凳子”。传呼啦圈，二人三足转呼啦圈答问题再到二人三足踩气球，都十分讲求团队合作精神，单凭个人实力绝对解决不了问题。这与团日的团结十分吻合。唯一最大的问题是我班有2个请假，这得扣分。我班的总体是全场最好的，有没有分就要看到底那两个人有没有拖我们的后退了。

我是十分尽心尽力尽情尽兴的了，穿着统一自己设计的班服进行这种集体活动，有一种油然而生的自豪感。，班服设计通过多轮选举，是大家一致的选择。穿着它有种自豪感，骄傲。我可以大胆地说，我的班服绝对是最好的，集体荣誉感也因此强烈了许多。

这只是一个开始，相信以后的尽情尽兴机会还会陆续有来。但快乐的背后也有隐患，明天就高数中断考了，想起来背就凉了一大片。