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AIDS, a very serious topic. It's very necessary for us to pay more attention. But because of different kinds of problem, we can't envisage the things. I don't know why people made out that kinds of disease but they didn't have courage to accept the fact.

Because of AIDS will lead to sex, and in China, if the things touch sex, people will get away from them. They are afraid of talking about AIDS, if they do so, they will be laughed at morality. Because of their unmorality manner, so they get such thing. But the fact is far from that, AIDS's transimitions are blood and semen. The most chances in China get AIDS is blood instead of semen.

In a village, almost all the mature are infected AIDS. Because they were so poor, and the men had to went out to sell blood. And unfortuntaly, the blood trasfasion inttrument was not clear, so they got AIDS. And they went on having normal sexual life with their wifes, so their wifes had AIDS too. AIDS is a immune deficiency disease, and till now it has no drug can cure it. The adult in village died one by one, just left the old and youngs, let many of children became adopts. The village of course became more and more poor. And this was not the only case in China, many poor and developing places still have the same thing been happening.

AIDS let all the people suffer a lot. We must changed this situation, and firstwe must let people accept AIDS, clear their thoughts of AIDS must unmorality thing. People must be able to speak it bravely and then they cna pay more attention at it. Escaping is not a good way to solve this problem. The citizens must accept this thought first, and let it spread to villages, use the city around countries idea, to let all people know the problem. The problem will be solved, just after everybody know it.

Most of AIDS cases happen in develping countries, so we must pay more patient in teaching them the way to aviod AIDS. We can teach them how to be rich in a right way, and never let selling blood happen anymore. Though this solved way is hard and long, as the problem is made by ourselves, we have responsibility to solved it.

We must envisage AIDS, the people need all of us to care. Everybody pays more attention, the world will become more and more beautiful and full of home feeling.

主观因素我可以改，我可以克服，但客观的问题我就没法改了。

blogbus从今天凌晨12：00开始无法登陆，无论是登入blog观看或进入编辑。所有出现的信息是“too many connets”从凌晨到我离开时，一直没办法编辑。结果是上星期的日记我只有星期六一篇。其它的都很痛苦地打完了，但却没机会放上去。

同样受挫的还有http://www.freegb.net/gbook, Betty la Fea in China和我自己的留言本都没办法登入，看着进度条一点一点地增加到25%就停止并且打出“该页无法打开”的网页，我郁闷啊！不知道是我的机子有问题还是那个留言本网站又collapse了，以前的Betty la Fea in China的留言本已经崩溃一次了，我接受不了这样的现实。以上两个问题都向danzhu提出了，她应该是blog的先驱者，电脑高手，问题应该可以解决。

听说danzhu是blogbus的原始建设者之一，如果只是blogbus自己换全新的系统需要把以前的所有日志的数据都重新上存，这个答案我还可以接受理解，但如果又是我个人的问题永远上不了blogbus了，我真想死。对于Guestbook，她如果发现真的是整个留言本网站又死了，她也会找地方重新开一个，她的专业，我毋庸质疑。

客观问题我想克服也克服不来，还是转向一些快乐的事吧。

Yo soy Betty, la Fea神奇的下载完成了3集，太太伟大了！虽然质量比我预期的差，远远不如新剧Anita, no te rajes，但相比以前断断续续已经很好了。看着熟悉的面孔着装再次出现，我的兴奋无法形容。对着人yelling的Armando，穿得十分难看，发式也特恶心的Betty, 还有性感的Marcella，最后是“假黄毛”……既熟悉又陌生。拿着press ball的Armando，JEA在那里的表情实在太完美了，Armando真的是到现在为止100%是JEA事业的顶峰。下载到的还有Anita, no te rajes的Capítilo4，6，8，40e,45,但这一切我都还来不及一一仔细欣赏。

看来我要有一些缓冲物质保持我正常的上网生活，不可以让小小的客观原因就使我陷入严重瘫痪。要发挥主观能动性，但事实上谈何容易啊！网络人生路，漫长曲折啊！

“代沟”（genenration gap）出现了不知多久，在世界上，在中国，在我家，就发生在我身上，它来也匆匆，我发觉不到它的出现，它离开也是那么的无声无色，它几乎已经离我而去。

我的无知，我的任性，我的脆弱，我的幼稚，使她承受了那许多。因为我的粗心，因为我的着急，她不得不来了学生公寓多少遍。每次她走的时候我只会想我的要求又被满足了多少，但却从来没想过她已经50多岁了，有慢性支气管炎，而路上的灰尘又那么多，天冷了，黑了，我还有热闹的宿舍，她却只能一个人去挤那傍晚的公交车，吸尽本来她不用吸的废气，回到家以后就对我日夜思念……当她打电话到宿舍的时候我又是对她有点“骂”的语气，这样的妈，为什么我以前就没珍惜过？我从来都是想我自己的感受，为什么我从来就没想过她的感受？我从来就没有试过站在她的角度上看问题，我不孝？

其实“代沟”不是长辈们的错，我们有想过我们自己的态度吗？也许“沟”不是他们挖的，而是我们自己亲手“掘”的。我们其实有能力把它填上。而用来填的物质就是我们的心，换位思考一下，你就知道该如何填补这个“沟”了。

曾经把这篇文章翻译成英文作为自己的presentation，同样感人，请看英文版。

归心似箭，总有一种快回家的欲望，幸好当年高中时没有住宿，否则真的比挤公交车还要痛苦。归心无法形容，但却不是古人那种，因为挂念某人或家乡的景物，纯粹为个人原因。

对父母，我没有半点想念之心，也不是为了家里的电视和床，而是为了“看世界的电脑”。我有写日记的承诺，有义务去搜集资料，有兴趣去了解JEA的一切。老是自己无意中写得如何如何伟大，什么“为人民服务”其实只不过是满足自己之余的举手之劳。有时甚至觉得是满足自己的虚荣心。一样东西自己知道只能自己偷着乐，但如果让希望知道它的人知道就可以分享快乐，自己高兴其他人也高兴，这样的高兴更热闹，更有气氛。真没想到网络可以让人share这么多快乐。

西班牙文的魅力和网络同样厉害。每当什么外国节日我首先想到的是：西班牙文怎么说呢？如同学生日我学会了¡Feliz cumpleaño! 昨天的感恩节就使我知道了día me de Acción de Gracias……为了发这些奇怪语言（对别人来说）我终于自觉地查了西英对照的字典并很容易记下了这些有点特别的单词短语。“亚非拉人民大团结”，因为JEA，我爱上了“拉”（很很爱），因为库切我爱上了“非”（只是一点点），我真的会做到“亚非拉人民大团结”吗？非洲的官方语言除了英文就是法文，我岂不要成为“中英西法”都互通吗？南非的英语是超奇怪的，怎么办？近些日子的早读因为种种原因，已经一个星期没读过西文教材了。我这人怎么只有热情没有行动啊！是个可恶的空想主义！

上个星期离开的时候Yo soy Betty, la Fea的Capítulo3已经用eMule下载了99.9%，只差几MB这次应该有得看了，万分期待。完整的一集，高质量的Yo soy Betty, la Fea开头的情节，我真的很兴奋，如果是Armando骑马的那一集，我可能一晚都不用睡了。但也有个隐患，就是电脑死机的次数好象又频繁了，恶兆啊！现在电脑里的东西更是不可丢啊！

明天红会培训，这次应该是包头吧！包我自己已经做到了出神入化的境地，不知道我包头巾会有什么效果呢？

上星期很难得听到JEA对Anita说了一句“siente”猜一定是“please”或“sit”的意思，直到昨天才记得查字典果然是“sit”的意思，好兴奋啊！

明天的事，就让它明天发生吧。

I can’t describe how happy today. All the things were such wonderful.

The beginning wasn’t so prefect. The chemistry classes were the only unpleasant things. Almost all the time I was “fishing”. It meant I woke up and then fell into sleep, but it didn’t mean I was really sleeping; I just opened my eyes but couldn’t accept anything. Or you can say my situation just like “Zhang Fei” can sleep when I open my eyes.

The English classes were talking about AIDS. I can’t believe that the badge of AIDS is Red Ribbon, and I just knew the badge of remembering “311” in Spain is black ribbon. And talking about AIDS can’t take sex apart. The way of transition, and who will be infected AIDS. All of these can’t without “sexual”: homosexual, heterosexual, bisexual, drug users, and Latin America, Africa, Caribbean. The things I wanted to know appeared in two classes. Though the teacher just knew a little or she didn’t know anything at all, and had misdirect us. AIDS, the thing we must look it in a right way, we can’t just feel uncomfortable talking it and let more and more people continue to die. That’s an inhuman way to let such things happening.

The most exciting moment was in the afternoon. I had had my 800-metre race. The feeling was not so bad, or you can say it was great. There are 40 people in my tennis class, and we were divided into three groups to have our test. I was the first of my group, though I just the sixth or seventh in the class, but that’s enough. I gained my confident. 3 minutes and 30 seconds, this mark can be contented me. I got the first. I thrust out of the big unit at the beginning of the second round (I had run 400 meters) and then I kept the dominant position to the end. At the last 200 meters, I wanted somebody would catch up with me, and passed me, but nobody did it. I always said to myself “Your biggest enemy is yourself.” I repeated this sentences from time to time, and at last, it made me success. I really got a full mark in college’s 800-metre race; I never did it before. The breath wasn’t terrible, I didn’t like dying, or catching a cold. The only feeling was the tired of my legs, but it didn’t matter, nothing serious!

I had prepared well the English text, so I could very enjoy the classes; I put all my heart in frightening the 800-metre race, and I made it. I can’t describe the feeling this time. And today is Thanksgiving Day (día m de Acción de Gracias) maybe I must thank the God gave me such a fortune day. The little regretted things is I haven’t eaten turkey yet:)