我的天

Sometimes you will think whether you have great expectaions in future. You will become a great personality ro a normal person forever. Some days you will hope soem mysterious things thell you the dstruth, however, you have known it’s impossible for them can foresee.

I really wanted to be a hero when I was very young. Protect the person i love, and protect my country or even the world, however, I haven’t had special power till now, how I can do that! And the real wrod won’t have UFO, and the ET won’t kill us, hwo can I make my litlle dream come true? Evil can’t overcome the justice, it’s the only thought I hold till now. No matter how difficult the way will to be, I will success at last.

In spite of the impossible dream have become a day dream, I also and other dream when I grew bigger. Such as became a scientist or doctor, maybe the combination of scientist and doctor, just like the heroine of "The X Files". And I wanted to be a policwoman or a firefighter, in that way, I can save people directly. Save others in danger, caputre them from gangs and take them out of fire. The danger for me is not a problem at all, because I never thought about if I didn’t died, but severely hurt, what a great pain I had to face. I never consider the result, I just kept a strong min to be a hero. How foolish I am!!!

I got a message about the real chairman is who has adult reason and care about children. This sentence mad me doutl for a long time, who did it mean? Now, I have asked the author , the answer is she hoped everybody can be such a person. With mature mind as well as a good hear to take care other, it’s very easy and very difficult at the same time. It’s easier than any of my dream, however, it’s very difficult for us to bring it true. Keep banlance between thinking about ourselves and others is very difficult. Because of out benfit, we can’t pay no attention to ourselves, meanwhile, the morality in the deep place of our heart promote us to be intensely concerned  about others.

Great expectation, what you are! Where you are! 

The chemical experiment classes came again. I felt a little afraid about it because the teacher said the classes had done it yesterday spent a long time to finish it. I was very slowly when doing each experiment, what I will be? The truth is out there, however, I must overcome it, so I felt a little light after thinking that. Be myself, nothing is impossible, in spite of any difficulty, they will become my defeating one.

With this mind keep in brain, I am doing my best to work. Pay all my haeart in ti, the little afraid can’t disapart me a little. Do the job as fast as possbile, as good as I can. Come and go in the classroom, shout at someone, ask for something. I was doing experiment, nobody cna distract me or stop me.

At last, the end was coming. It’s like a miracle to me. My speed was OK, the experiment could finish in time, without extra time plus. And the result it’s not so bad too, the last production output is 46.99%. I was content with that result yet it’s still not very perfect. I had do my best, I have nothing to forgive, so I’m happy.

The English classes in afternoon was so strange. Most of the people were late. Our class was beginning at 2:30PM, but till 2:25PM, just a few people had come. i don’t knon what’s wrong. Now I felt the English classes were so boring, but I still could easily focus myself in them better than other classes. I felt mor comofrtable when seeing English than in Chinese, though I don’t know the meaning of it very will, or I often gusee the meaning and make a big mistake, however, I still love it. I don’t know why!!! At the second class, the teacher asked me to answer a question. At that time, I really enjoyed myself, maybe for other will feel shame and have nothing to say, but for me, I was very exciting. Think out a short passage in English and then speak out loudly have become a self reaction to me, though the pattern may heard a little strange (Chinese form), at least I have words to say, and have a lot of confident to say. I think that’s the result fo everyday English writing.

I can be myself, it’s great. Express the things easily in English, so I feel good.

The thousand people square was over yesterday, we got 20 money per person. Though is seem the harvest is not very perfect, in fact, I have been very satisfy this ending. WE have out best day in the sun and I had reap so many experiment. So I am pround of what we had done.

I don’t know what guy I am. I left WuShan apartment, the only proper is writing my diary, and maybe finish my PA essay. If I don’t make it in a short time, it will become my knot for ever. If I don’t make it, I can’t focus my heart on anything. And the presentation in the next Thursday, a long time ago, I know what I want to say, but now, there’s no mind in my head.

Because of them, I can’t sleep well, though I had done a good job yesterday, and the physics body are collaging. I was awake at 6:30AM this morning, and fell asleep again until 9:00AM. And then opened the computer went to where I have to go. I don’t know whether there is something wrong with me. Most of the place I go is Spanish websites, how I can bear? Translate them in English and then use other sotware to read, it has been a fox way for me and I tke it easy. And even in sometimes I can get the meanting without translation. Yet, when I open the Spanish test book, I find I am a stupid, I don’t know almost everything. What person I am?!

After a long time minds were surging in my brain, I finally had some idea to write my PA essay. 2000 characters is not a big problem to me, the biggest problem is I haven’t paid may attention at my public admisistration class. And even I don’t know what Manage of Administration is.

I have finished now, but I still don’t know what I have written. I controlled mayself from scold the government department of public administration. You know, it’s really a very difficult thing to me. Because of long time blog writing, scold has been a very common way for me to write any essay, including this one.

I have write about 2880 characters, something wrong with me, if I started my writing, I can’t stop any more.

Public Administration Essay, you’re ending.

Gmail真的发了疯了，把1GB的邮箱扩展到2GB，超级有问题！！！如果不是登陆我自己Spymac的通行证，看到Magazine我还不知道呢！但原来已经是2005-04-01的事，但是我昨天才上过自己的Gmail邮箱，好像没有什么变化啊！但刚才上了，果然吓死我，果然升2GB了，有图为证

点击放大

不过它的附件容量不升，有什么用啊！

以下是我在Spymac看到的消息：

今天早上6：00闹钟，然后6：35出门口，为的就是回去五山公寓，今天是我的大日子——食品学院的重头戏“万人美食广场”，而我是我们班24人大团体中的一员。

好天气，也让人有好心情。早上搭车手里还拿着一本《初级护理手册》，今晚就考笔试了，而昨天晚上是看着看着就睡着了，看了不够10页。

回去买了个面包，在上楼的时候匆忙吃掉，好久都没有这样子吃东西了，一边走，一边吃，然后还要急忙地走。在上到4楼之前，把面包解决了。然后就马上换上班服人马上精神了不少，然后又在极短的时间内喝完咖啡，然后就 开始了一天的忙碌。

搬着椅子来到广场，正在研究如何把我们超大的“SOHO(酥蚝)”（英文原意是Self Office Home Office，这次叫做这个名字完全是因为这个发音和广州话的“酥蚝”完全是一样的。我随便心血来潮的思维成为了我们的店名，真的有点成就感，总算为大家做点什么了）招牌打出来，真的超大，是用2张A0的东东做的。开始是想挂在我们铺对面的一个电灯柱和一根木头上的，但是木头实在太臭了！摇来摇去根本没办法固定。于是只好找来两根竹子，然后把它们固定在我们铺的帐篷的柱子上。真的搞了一大轮，从好不好看，到实不实用，到可不可行。直到做出来了问题怎么出现，该如何解决。大东西最终都放到了铺面的头顶。我们的铺面朝东，早上的阳光照在闪闪发光（洒了金粉）的LOGO上，简直就是全场亮点之中的亮点，我们的招牌成了我们“那条街”最抢眼的东西。然后就是把班旗挂在铺的后面当背景，同时成为远处观察我们的一个标志。

忙啊忙！终于到了那个开幕。然后所有可以准备的东西都做好了，马上就要开始了，但我们的主角们还没有回来！生蚝、鱼皮、珍珠奶茶、西米露，一律没有准备好！鱼皮没有人拿下来，生蚝还没有进货回来，一切都不知所谓。

然后就在几乎一刹那之间，所有东西都来了。鱼皮来了，就等大厨出手及指点。然后珍珠奶茶也来了，生蚝也来了，西米露又可以卖了。一下子大家忙成一团。在20分钟内把100杯珍珠奶茶搞定，真的有点变态。谁叫我们的珍珠奶茶是冻的，而其他人却不能做到。珍珠奶茶首先进货。

大厨去了炸生蚝，我就被分派到调味鱼皮。根本没有时间让你考虑对不对，好不好，干就好了。什么都不需要说，这一些那一些，然后就尽快交出成品。整个档口乱成一团，里面工作的人多，外面要买东西的人更多。从没有想过居然是这样子的。随着炸生蚝的出场，我们的档口几乎成为了包围的重点，然后珍珠奶茶机来了，即场制备珍珠奶茶，我根本没有时间想我自己是不是在做梦。

200只生蚝在2个小时内售罄，然后又去进货，才保证下午也有得卖。生蚝不够，炸生蚝的炸粉也极需要进货。就在一团乱之中，结束了早上的日子。生意简直好得我们都无法相信了，根本谁也没有想到居然是这样子的。

下午又来了钵仔膏，我们又注入了新鲜血液，又来一个新卖点。不过可惜的是下午的人流远没有上午的多，我几乎都有点不知道干什么了。

傍晚，由于晚上要红会笔试，不得不先走一步。当我考完试，我们已经收摊了。在晚上7：30之前把东西卖完，这个万人广场是在晚上9：00结束的，我们提早完成了任务。

开始真的不觉得这个班怎么样，但经过这次，真的让我看到了许多，知道了许多，我真的爱上他了。原来他可以这样，大家一起努力原来可以这样。

还有一样我知道的就是原来小贩们的脏乱是必然的，要快就必须那样，因为我们那里有一段时间也是脏乱的焦点。所有东西都乱七八糟，然后地上到处是纸、油、调味粉……总之想什么有什么，不想有的也又。

我们成功的关键是我们的进货和我们的合作。我们的炸生蚝才1块一只，别的档口要卖2.5元一只。我们的珍珠奶茶是有封盖的，是冻的，才1块一杯。也许这个价钱在市面上很正常，但起码今天，在这个广场上就我们就此一家可以如此。还有就是2元一杯的木瓜西米露，还有3元一盒的爽口鱼皮，真的很爽，味道也很好，没想到那东西原来是可以这么好吃的，太神奇了。一切的商品都不贵，同学们出手也挺豪爽。比如一对女生就曾经买了17只炸生蚝。

终于告一段落了，考试和生意在一天里都过去了。

辛苦我倒不觉的怎么，就是感到真的有点不枉此生的感觉。真是一个很好的经历啊！这样的经历不是谁都有的，在人生中也不是随便能重温的。

所以，记住这天吧！！！！！！！！！！